kayla_

I'm starting to wonder if I should keep a real paper notebook. Maybe I'd get something out of that. Maybe, if nothing else, it would allow me to go back some day and read the entries. I think I would enjoy that. But my problem is writing. My fingers get really tired and my brain moves too quickly for my fingers. Which is why I...
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This will be...something you won't be interested in reading. Let's leave it at that.

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On or around some mid/late September day, I decided I was moving. I was moving to be closer to someone who I had fallen in love with. Very quickly and suddenly, but I wasn't denying myself a damn thing. So, I begun the process. I saved money, packed, solicited advice,...
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i feel like everything is falling apart.

Today Nathan and i were lazy. we wound up going out for chinese food. it was amazing. scezuan beef is my new best friend.

There was a family sitting next to us. Mom, dad, two girls (7ish i guess).
The dad was being so great. He wast eaching them how to use chopsticks, talking about chinese culture, asking them about school, etc etc. It made...
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Ok, Guess it's time to update again.
I wish I had something interesting to talk about.

I'm still hoping to find a job. Trying to find SOME way to make money so I dont have to go back to New Jersey.

Last night Nathan bought some fishies for his fish tank. He got a bunch of silver dollar fish as well as two little catfish...
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I hit 4000 posts

Do you KNOW what this MEANS?


Tell me, cuz...i don't know.

Yeah
I do
it means i have no life

nathan requested I give him 2000 of them. So he can look "cool" or something.

I say "get off your ass bitch and post yourself!"

but..he can't do that

So, go to his journal Gwydion and say "get off your ass...
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I don't know what I'm doing
what im going to do

if i don't get a job and money soon..im fucking going back to new jersey

and the fucking job area is looking really god damn bleak. no one is hiring.
I don't fucking drive so its not like i can just get a job anywhere. no , i need to take public transportation.

i...
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Well, that was a lot of people replying to my last entry.
I feel so loved!!

I'm gonna be sending out valentines day cards this year.
So who wants one?

If you don't get one, and you ask for one its not because i don't LOVE you its bcause i hate you



So if you'd like a valentines day card from me, email me at...
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Whew.
So yesterday was funfunfun.
I went to barnes and noble and bought three books
One on sexuality in ancient literature.
One full of tests you'd never have to take but want to anyway (culinary school tests, NYC cab driving tests, psychological tests, etc).

And Replay by Ken Grimwood. This book is absolutely amazing and should be read by everyone.

Some cocksucker that used to...
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So I'm feeling....odd.

I have to finish filling out applications this afternoon. That sort of sucks, but it has to get done and I'm determined to do so.

I found my ex boyfriends journal online and I was curious so I read it. It's sort of sad. His girlfriend just broke up with him. Which sucks, at least they had a better break up than...
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My ring my ex gave me went for 380.00 dollars!!!

you have no idea how badly i needed this money
its like a godsend

nathan and i have been really busy today. cleaning and moving furniture.

then i made HUGE burritos for dinner.
GIGANTIC
and i ate almost three
then we went into bed at 7:30 jsut to snuggle and we just woke up.


naps...
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So sorry to disappoint everyone, but there goes the penny arcade post

Tonight I'm going up to Sacramento with Nathan to hang out with Jade at the true love (www.truelovesacto.com).

It might just be her and nathan and i, but thats fine with me

So we'll drink chai and listen to music and BS.

Today nathan and i SHOULD clean the apartment.

yesterday we went...
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