kayda

I have had some very nice people message me and comment on my last blog to check in. I feel a bit better now. Its hard not to get down about life and my self image. I love my kids and being a stay at home mother but it gets very lonely. I miss being active and enjoying the day outside. I just want to feel fit and healthy. Pregnancy makes me tires, exhausted and lazy. Plus I dont really have any interaction with people and I feel like I have no friends sometimes. All my good friends live to far away to visit and it saddens me. I try to be optimistic and keep myself occupied but I am flawed, just like any human.