Today i finally opened my eyes....don't mean literally. 
After spending the entire day with my now ex totally hungover. He decided to call it quits on the relationship by phone call.
I dramatically cried and thought was he that unhappy with me.
Then i texted him (after crying and getting into focus that i was not happy too) I decided i want to still be friends and that i'm going to enjoy time with my family and friends. still love him...
wish it was face to face tho
on top of that, the place i work in are making about 5 or 6 people redundant
and i could be one of those people but then do i like my work 
oh well things happen for a reason.
xxx
After spending the entire day with my now ex totally hungover. He decided to call it quits on the relationship by phone call.
I dramatically cried and thought was he that unhappy with me.
Then i texted him (after crying and getting into focus that i was not happy too) I decided i want to still be friends and that i'm going to enjoy time with my family and friends. still love him...
wish it was face to face tho
on top of that, the place i work in are making about 5 or 6 people redundant
and i could be one of those people but then do i like my work oh well things happen for a reason.
xxx
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btw, plan for friday, meet in town, decide on a film, i reakon we should go early, watch the film, maybe 2?! (depending on whats on) then go to eds diner down the bay?!
i went there sunday with ex, kai, del, and scent! its really good! (the one in london)
whatcha fink?! lemme know when ur on next xxx
and it really is ryand loss, hes a jerk kay!