Phew. Long day today. Woke up around 10am and got to work around 1130. Another boring day of training.
So my trainer is a girl I graduated high school with 10 years ago. It's been kind of a weird vibe since day one. She puts on this "goody two shoes" routine in the class room like we're best buds or something, but avoids me like the plague outside. I haven't figured it out yet. Maybe she thinks she's too good to associate with me since she's the trainer and I'm the student. Oh well.
So tomorrow is my first day on the phones. I'm kinda nervous, but wanna get the ball rolling at the same time. It's also "food day". Everyone is supposed to bring something and we just pig out all day. I opted for the veggie tray and cookies from the grocery store. I'm one of only two guys in the class so I have an excuse to take the easy route, right?
I'm kinda liking the whole office atmosphere so far.
More tomorrow.
<3
So my trainer is a girl I graduated high school with 10 years ago. It's been kind of a weird vibe since day one. She puts on this "goody two shoes" routine in the class room like we're best buds or something, but avoids me like the plague outside. I haven't figured it out yet. Maybe she thinks she's too good to associate with me since she's the trainer and I'm the student. Oh well.
So tomorrow is my first day on the phones. I'm kinda nervous, but wanna get the ball rolling at the same time. It's also "food day". Everyone is supposed to bring something and we just pig out all day. I opted for the veggie tray and cookies from the grocery store. I'm one of only two guys in the class so I have an excuse to take the easy route, right?
I'm kinda liking the whole office atmosphere so far.
More tomorrow.
<3
its not really that I'm afraid to be alone---its just that I like the feeling of being in love, and I miss it. I miss being able to believe that I'm important to someone, and he could really make me believe that. The way he looked at me, and I could just get lost in his eyes while he did so.
I know there's plenty of fish, lol. They just seem to swim away from me.
I think I'm intimidating. Or just plain scary looking, haha.