YAY I'm off for the weekend!! I'm so excited..I haven't had a weekend off this month..it's great!! Sunday is ...
YAY I am sooo excited, and happy! I can't wait to see them!
Today went by pretty fast.. I had to work at 7 this moring..and Brittney woke up a little after 7!! She never wakes up before 9 or 10! But she did good... was really good ALL DAY!!! Good thing! We did a lot of house work to pass the time..and boy did it need it! I also seen my work schedule of July..and I am NOT happy about it! They only have me scheduled about 20 hours a pay peroid! That sucks.. I want more hours..I'm going to have to talk to someone..
So I think I'm becoming a little bit more comfty with myself.. it's not something I've always been able to say..and I'm not quite there yet.. but I'm getting there.. I have two pics that I took the other day..that I actually really really like! I think it shows me! I shouldn't be ashamed of me..even though sometimes I am! I of course will spoil them..so don't look if you don't want to! And they were on my last journal..but I really like them! I'm not ashamed to show them! This is my thinking.. others don't have to like them.. it doesn't matter what you think..it's what I think that matters.. that's why I spoil them! If you don't like..don't look!
YAY I am sooo excited, and happy! I can't wait to see them!
Today went by pretty fast.. I had to work at 7 this moring..and Brittney woke up a little after 7!! She never wakes up before 9 or 10! But she did good... was really good ALL DAY!!! Good thing! We did a lot of house work to pass the time..and boy did it need it! I also seen my work schedule of July..and I am NOT happy about it! They only have me scheduled about 20 hours a pay peroid! That sucks.. I want more hours..I'm going to have to talk to someone..
So I think I'm becoming a little bit more comfty with myself.. it's not something I've always been able to say..and I'm not quite there yet.. but I'm getting there.. I have two pics that I took the other day..that I actually really really like! I think it shows me! I shouldn't be ashamed of me..even though sometimes I am! I of course will spoil them..so don't look if you don't want to! And they were on my last journal..but I really like them! I'm not ashamed to show them! This is my thinking.. others don't have to like them.. it doesn't matter what you think..it's what I think that matters.. that's why I spoil them! If you don't like..don't look!
It's taken me along time to be able to say that!! I'm still not all the way there yet..but it is a work in progress!! I still kind of rely on what others think..even though I know I shouldn't.. cause it doesn't really matter wha they think of me.. but sometimes its hard.. especially with the guys.. and that's not cool!!! I wish I could be really confidnent and not question and worry..but I do.. regardless..but I'm getting stronger..which is good!
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meow:
I guess I'll be seeing you sunday. 
punknitemike:
MSI tonight, fuck yeah! we could do hounddogs if we left earlier, up to you!