Ok.. now I have more time to write! I'm feeling a little better.. good enough to take my puppy to the vet today! She had her appointment to get the rest of her shots, and tested for worms. She is doing very well! She weighs 3.8 lbs, and has no worms!! Which is good. However..the shots went a little strange. She got shots for several things.. rabies, something something, and something else.. I dont' remember all the names.. wellI was holding her while she was getting shots..the doc had the niddle in her and began to squirt it out..and the puppy moved.. causing the niddle to slip out of her..and squirt me in the eye!! I was like GREAT! I just got a vac. for rabies in my eye!! and now I'm going to go blind!! Yeah for me..lol.. I washed my eye out.. and it isn't giving me any problems yet! Which is good!! However I may wake up blind tomorrow..lol.. or not!
Tomorrow I start my job.. at 9!! so I'm excited about that.. I'll be bringing in money which I love!!
I'm finding that as time goes by I'm having less and less patience for people.. where once I was able to deal with things..now I'm just getting fed up..throwing up my hands, and saying "forget it" it's not worth it.. Actually what I need to remember is...
- I'm only 27, I'm single, I have NO kids..and I DO NOT have a 16 year daughter. It's not place to worry so much.. I'm not her mother!
- I'm young and it's OK to do things without her.. she's just a kid who needs to do things and go places with people her own age!
- I need to learn to say NO in general! It won't kill me, or the person who asks me something.. I use to be able to say it all the time.. then I grew a heart.. and well that messed me all up..lol..
- My car is a crap..and probably always will be
- A big tree is not going to fall on my car.. causing great damage
- And neither is a car.. while my car is parked on the road
- It's not going to get stolen.. even if I leave the keys in my car.. so people can take it
- None of my friends are going to buy it.. not even for 5 dollars
- Hell a stranger is not going to buy it either.. if they won't steal it.. they won't buy it..
- I just have to deal and drive it until I can afford something new
- I'm probably going to be single my entire life
- cause it doesn't seem as though any guy is interested in me
- Which means I'm probably either going to have to deal with meaningless sex, or just not have it anymore
- which sucks
- I need to lose weight
- I need to eat better
- I need a million dollars...wanna help me?
- My hair is NEVER going to be naturally straight.. EVER..I'm doomed to have curley frizzy hair FOREVER!!! Or really dry over processed, over worked hair.. healthy is not an option!
- I can't go back to when I was 16.. no matter how many times I dream about it
- Not that I would want to.. cause the friends I have now are so much more rad then those I had in high school.. they actually seem to care!
OK..I think that's it..I'm going to lay down now!
Tomorrow I start my job.. at 9!! so I'm excited about that.. I'll be bringing in money which I love!!
I'm finding that as time goes by I'm having less and less patience for people.. where once I was able to deal with things..now I'm just getting fed up..throwing up my hands, and saying "forget it" it's not worth it.. Actually what I need to remember is...
- I'm only 27, I'm single, I have NO kids..and I DO NOT have a 16 year daughter. It's not place to worry so much.. I'm not her mother!
- I'm young and it's OK to do things without her.. she's just a kid who needs to do things and go places with people her own age!
- I need to learn to say NO in general! It won't kill me, or the person who asks me something.. I use to be able to say it all the time.. then I grew a heart.. and well that messed me all up..lol..
- My car is a crap..and probably always will be
- A big tree is not going to fall on my car.. causing great damage
- And neither is a car.. while my car is parked on the road
- It's not going to get stolen.. even if I leave the keys in my car.. so people can take it
- None of my friends are going to buy it.. not even for 5 dollars
- Hell a stranger is not going to buy it either.. if they won't steal it.. they won't buy it..
- I just have to deal and drive it until I can afford something new
- I'm probably going to be single my entire life
- cause it doesn't seem as though any guy is interested in me
- Which means I'm probably either going to have to deal with meaningless sex, or just not have it anymore
- which sucks
- I need to lose weight
- I need to eat better
- I need a million dollars...wanna help me?
- My hair is NEVER going to be naturally straight.. EVER..I'm doomed to have curley frizzy hair FOREVER!!! Or really dry over processed, over worked hair.. healthy is not an option!
- I can't go back to when I was 16.. no matter how many times I dream about it
- Not that I would want to.. cause the friends I have now are so much more rad then those I had in high school.. they actually seem to care!
OK..I think that's it..I'm going to lay down now!
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