Sunday May 13, 2007

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So it is really bad to debate whether or not to break up with someone for too long. Because then they dump you, and you feel foolish and hurt and broken hearted. Even though you know you're better off without them, three years of memories keeps haunting you. And you can't stop crying.
oriole:
frown <hug>
carina:
Things will get better and easier, I swear it.

Saturday Apr 28, 2007

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If there is one thing I want more than anything else, it's to be a model.

I hate admitting it, because my future profession of choice is Peacekeeping, which is so much more humanitarian and "meaningful".

If someone made me choose, though, I would give up that chance of helping others for a modelling career.

I'm ashamed of it.
quintin:
Don't be ashamed. Some of us are more than one person inside. It's not something to feel shame about. It means there are more possibilities.

Saturday Apr 21, 2007

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Do you think that if a boyfriend has been told "if you do this again, i will break up with you" (honestly, i hate saying that, but it was important) and he does it... again, again, again, he should be left? Its definitely something he can handle, and he's on like his sixth strike. I think it shows that he cares very little for our...
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avenel:
I think unfortunatly if hes been given chances and repeatedly let you down its time to break up with him and walk away...
You deserve someone who respects you
And btw your new tattoo is cute as can be!
deny:
I was with someone for 4 years, married for 2 and this happened. I dealt with it for almost a year and just couldn't do it anymore. It was definitely the hardest decision I've ever had to make. If you've told him over and over it bothers you and he STILL does it... You need to leave. You're young, you can move on easily from this.

XO

Monday Apr 09, 2007

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Does anyone know if there's a Suicide Girl with a "bullet belt" tattoo?

Monday Mar 12, 2007

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My boy is home for spring break and it's entirely possible that I'm having too much sex. smile
bloodied_up:
can't ever happen... sex=amazing

Wednesday Feb 14, 2007

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Happy Valentines Day!

My gifts from the boy:
-A phone call at 4 am, where he says, sweetie, I'll call you back in a half hour. I say, no, this is the third time you've called me and said that this week, and you never called me those other two times. this time i will, talk to you soon, baby. Of course, no phone call....
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dribose:
demonicz:
oh..
I got deleted from myspace frown
I feel so unloved
lol

Friday Feb 02, 2007

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I got accepted to my #1 choice school, Bennington College. It's kind of a really good school. :]

Just need to see what kind of financial aid they'll give me... keep your fingers crossed for me, cause it's really expensive and my dream school and I won't get to go if they don't give me money.
carina:
Congratulations on getting accepted. I hope everyhing works out with the financial aid.
makeyourself:
RIGHT ON LOVE...!!! NICE GOING... now go rob a bank, there's plenty of them out there wink

Saturday Jan 27, 2007

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I wish I had a bit more of a social life. I actually have been dreading weekends because there's nothing to do. One of my best friends got a new boyfriend, and since they started dating she hasn't been able to hang out with me once. My other best friend has a bad stomach virus. All my guy friends have been hitting on me, and...
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saltlord:
Yeah! I hate it when my guy friends hit on me. puke

I love beautiful, bored women but spending money on panties?!?

Get outside in the sun. Drop off a few more apps and find some trouble to get into.
quintin:
It would be difficult to be a guy and be around you and *not* hit on you sooner or later. I guess I can empathise with them and with you.

Monday Jan 15, 2007

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I really should write in here more.

In recent news, I got a conch piercing and it hurts like a bitch.
bloodied_up:
that's hott by about a billion love love
makeyourself:
Yes well that's what bitches do... hurt like MOFO wink

Sunday Dec 24, 2006

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Merry Christmas :]
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apple:
Aw hooray! We both have the same favorite lines! Xoxxooo
carina:
The SD600 for now. I've never used a Canon before but I love it already.

Saturday Dec 09, 2006

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Maybe it's a bad idea to start off a relationship with sex. He's clingy as hell and I'm getting stand-offish as hell.

Its rough.
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saltlord:
Sex to start is fine. If ti's good sex, it's a great way to start. The guy would have been clingly either way. If he is not what oyu want in a man, thank him for the sex and kick him to the curb. Now is better. it will get harder later with more drama.
makeyourself:
Some problem eh? wink

Tuesday Dec 05, 2006

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My mom is crying again.

I hate that she is always crying and feels like she needs to hide it from me. I'm her baby and I love her soooo much. Whatever my dad did, I am so mad at him for it. I think he cheated on her, or something. My parents have always had this happy marriage and I hate him for screwing...
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makeyourself:
Your mum probably needs someone not related to her, to talk to...!
She loves you, and that's why she hides it from you... wouldn't you do the same if you had kids?
But it's not easy to find qualified help, or even someone who will listen!
Try to talk to her, make her understand that you're there for her - but don't expect her to address you with her feelings or problems.

Hope it works out Love? smile
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