katieg16

So my 1st real boyfriend and first love I guess you could say joined facebook and found me on there today and added me. He has been messaging me and I have replied. I don't know how I feel about all of this. There is a lot of history with us and he hurt me horribly. He disappeared outta my life for 5 years or more. But before he did he caused some trouble with me and my husband. He wasn't my husband at that time. Him and I kinda made out at a party when I was with my now hubby,. I told him the next day and he loves me so much he chose to not let it divide us and he forgave me. Then he was hanging out in the neighborhood my husband lives in and starting trouble on Halloween one year and him and my hubby got into a physical fight. I have been talking to him and I dont reallly know if I should. He seems to have matured and stuff but who knows. I guess I am just gonna be careful and see how things go. If he gets to acting all weird and clingy I am gonna distance myself. You see the thing is I am the one that got away for him. He wants me back and I know it. He has told me this before. We tried a relationship more then once but it never worked and I had to end it and distance myself from him. But he always kept coming back and telling me that he needed me in his life and how he thought I was the only one for him. I dont know could just be a guy line. Who knows. MEN! LOL! So anyways. He has a kid now and seems to have grown up but that could all be a act! I guess we will have to see huh?

well off for now

Gotta take a shower and get ready for bed. Work at 5am tomorrow.

Any advice on this would be helpful..... thanks


katie