So how lame am I ... Today was supposed to be my first day back to work from vacation and I CALLED OFF!!!! I kept feeling a panic/anxiety attack creep up. So I just called in and told a little white lie and I am home for the day. Now what do I tell the hubby. He gets a little mad when I call off and I just got done with a 10 day vacation so I think he may be a little upset. And he also doesnt understand the panic and anxiety attacks . he thinks I can control it and I can't. I will just tell him I got off early.
I have got stuff accomplished even though I didnt go to work. I got my grass cut and my patio furniture all cleaned off it was really nasty. I am semi covered in water now though cause the house decided it was gonna rebel and get water all over me. Oh well I have to hop in the shower in a little bit anyways.
I really need to post some new pictures of me. I mean the ones that are up are only 3-4 months old but I need new ones. I have a ton on my phone but I just havent posted them, I am horrible about that. I probably have some in my camera too. I have been kinda lazy lately and not taking pictures. I think I might go on a adventure today across our river to this wetlands area and just take a walk and have a day for me to reflect and I will take some pictures while I am there. It is really pretty over there and today is a beautiful day out. I have to hop in the shower though first.
Other than that I dont have any other plans. Just a me day I guess which I need I think that is why I almost had a panic attack before I had to go to work. I think I need 1 more day of vacation and then I will be ok and I need to spend that day outside and doing nothing but stuff for me.
I am currently watching this with my hubby.
I love it but some episodes have creeped me out. We are currently on disc five I think. And there is only one more disc left and then we have to buy season 2 cause I have liked it so much. That is all we have been watching is that every night.
well I am gonna grab something to eat and hop in the shower everyone have a good weekend!
I have got stuff accomplished even though I didnt go to work. I got my grass cut and my patio furniture all cleaned off it was really nasty. I am semi covered in water now though cause the house decided it was gonna rebel and get water all over me. Oh well I have to hop in the shower in a little bit anyways.
I really need to post some new pictures of me. I mean the ones that are up are only 3-4 months old but I need new ones. I have a ton on my phone but I just havent posted them, I am horrible about that. I probably have some in my camera too. I have been kinda lazy lately and not taking pictures. I think I might go on a adventure today across our river to this wetlands area and just take a walk and have a day for me to reflect and I will take some pictures while I am there. It is really pretty over there and today is a beautiful day out. I have to hop in the shower though first.
Other than that I dont have any other plans. Just a me day I guess which I need I think that is why I almost had a panic attack before I had to go to work. I think I need 1 more day of vacation and then I will be ok and I need to spend that day outside and doing nothing but stuff for me.
I am currently watching this with my hubby.

I love it but some episodes have creeped me out. We are currently on disc five I think. And there is only one more disc left and then we have to buy season 2 cause I have liked it so much. That is all we have been watching is that every night.
well I am gonna grab something to eat and hop in the shower everyone have a good weekend!
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I have not posted photos of me in a very long time, like years, well I think I may have posted a couple from last Halloween.
I use to watch that show all the time, I saw season one and 2 but I have not seen any after that.