So I really dont update here enough...and I think the reason for that though is cause I don't have a lot to say and I dont want to post small blogs about nothing I want to post one that is fun and interesting and will keep someones attention. Look at me being all caring huh? LOL!
SO I called off work on Monday cause I literally woke up having a panic attack. It was horrible. And work tried to give me a huge problem over it. Panic attacks suck. It was almost the worse one I have had cause calling off stressed me out and then the way they acted to me. In desperation I called my psychiatrist office to see if they could get me in that day and of course they couldnt I really wanna go in one day that I am in the middle or a episode so they can see it and know how I get I just think it would be more helpful. many people suffer from them here is a list of symtoms and information:
My hubby and I went and saw this last night
It was good but sad and brought back a lot of thoughts of my grandmother who i lost to cancer not even a year ago. but overall a good movie and they did the book justice. cause it was a book and i read it . of course the book is better cause all the little details the book give away that the movie cant or it will end up being a 5 hour long movie
My birthday is next Tuesday. I will be 26. And what really sucks is I have to work on my birthday. And I cant request the day off . Tuesdays are a required day for my job(entertainment specialist) movies,music and books release of tuesdays and i have to be there to get them out on their street date. BOO!!!oh well i am off the four days after that. But I never used to work on my birthday it is gonna be weird. My hubby keeps asking what I want and i really cant think of anything i want that bad. I need to look online and think. It is so hard to think of something. of course when it isnt my birthday i can think of a trillion things i want but now that it is and I am gonna get presents I cant think of a thing. Sad huh
so i am gonna leave this blog with a question
What do I want for my birthday?
give me some suggestions and pictures too and if you found it on a certain site leave that cause if i like it then i can refer him to it.
here is a list of things i like
hello kitty
purses
flip flops
clothes
panties
movies
music
bras
lingerie
so there ya go
everyone have a good fourth of july weekend mine will be spent with family celebrating the fourth and me and my brothers birthdays. his is the 1st of july mine is the 7th so we are celebrating them together on the fourth cause then we are gettting together for our bdays and for the fourth and we dont have to split them up.
SO I called off work on Monday cause I literally woke up having a panic attack. It was horrible. And work tried to give me a huge problem over it. Panic attacks suck. It was almost the worse one I have had cause calling off stressed me out and then the way they acted to me. In desperation I called my psychiatrist office to see if they could get me in that day and of course they couldnt I really wanna go in one day that I am in the middle or a episode so they can see it and know how I get I just think it would be more helpful. many people suffer from them here is a list of symtoms and information:

My hubby and I went and saw this last night

It was good but sad and brought back a lot of thoughts of my grandmother who i lost to cancer not even a year ago. but overall a good movie and they did the book justice. cause it was a book and i read it . of course the book is better cause all the little details the book give away that the movie cant or it will end up being a 5 hour long movie
My birthday is next Tuesday. I will be 26. And what really sucks is I have to work on my birthday. And I cant request the day off . Tuesdays are a required day for my job(entertainment specialist) movies,music and books release of tuesdays and i have to be there to get them out on their street date. BOO!!!oh well i am off the four days after that. But I never used to work on my birthday it is gonna be weird. My hubby keeps asking what I want and i really cant think of anything i want that bad. I need to look online and think. It is so hard to think of something. of course when it isnt my birthday i can think of a trillion things i want but now that it is and I am gonna get presents I cant think of a thing. Sad huh
so i am gonna leave this blog with a question
What do I want for my birthday?
give me some suggestions and pictures too and if you found it on a certain site leave that cause if i like it then i can refer him to it.
here is a list of things i like
hello kitty
purses
flip flops
clothes
panties
movies
music
bras
lingerie
so there ya go
everyone have a good fourth of july weekend mine will be spent with family celebrating the fourth and me and my brothers birthdays. his is the 1st of july mine is the 7th so we are celebrating them together on the fourth cause then we are gettting together for our bdays and for the fourth and we dont have to split them up.

giggles:
I get the same way for my b-day. I always end up just asking for cash
thomasheath:
I would say do some onlinr browsibg with your husbamd and point out things you likr thrn have him surprise you