katieg16

OFF FOR 4 DAYS FROM WORK WOOT! WOOT!

Can you tell I am happy to be off. Well if not I am. I literally had a nervous break down last night about a lot of shit in my life work being a big part of it. The thing is I think my boss (backstory: we went to high school and she despised me there for NO reason and now she is my boss and makes things super hard for me at work) is trying to get me fired by running to her boss and bitching about invalid stuff and telling lies on me. I have decided I am so over it. If that is what happens it was supposed to and I will move on . I am already searching for a new job cause I am so unhappy at this one. I dont talk to her unless I have to now and I go in and bust my ass everyday to do my job plus others and do all the little extra shit that is asked of me (cashiering if needed, doing pulls, and watching electronics department). I think if I do get fired and she is in the room when it happens it wont be pretty cause I am just gonna come out and say what I have to say to make myself feel better cause I have held so much in from here over the course of the last few months

anyways

So my sister in law who is pregnant told me her Doctor is talking about inducing her on the 26th I am so excited. I cant wait. I am gonna have a niece in like a week. I already have this child spoiled and she hasnt been born yet. I cant going shopping anywhere without buying her something. I am so bad I went to the hospital to see my dad and stopped at the gift shop and bought her these

I only got one pair though and they are black and hot pink....and they say Twinkle Toes on the bottom of them they are adorable.So I super excited.

I only got three hours of sleep last night cause of problems with the hubby and just shit in my life right now. I feel like everything is breaking around me and I need someone to come fix my life and me and put it all back together. I really wish I didnt feel like this it is a horrible feeling.

I saw my ex boyfriend today and he is the one that was kinda psycho and stalked me and stuff so I was like please dont talk to me and I waved to be nice and everything. I kinda felt bad for it. He was good to me just a little obsessed and he isnt like that now cause we have hung out and talked since but he is going through some stuff right now too. I have decided I am gonna be there for him cause he needs someone and he has shitty family and a wife that lives in a whole different town cause of a certain situation and no one to talk to. I trust him that he wont be like that anymore and if he gets creepy I will just tell him we cant talk anymore and if he persues it more that is why I have a big husband LOL! But I feel bad cause all the crap that has happened to him in the past( u could say I fucked him up a little when I broke up with him). He got really heavily into drugs(cocaine,meth , and all that hard shit you dont fuck with) and alchol also. he has been sober for quit some time and he is on meds cause he does have a mental problem. He is trying to get his shit together and no one wants to help him. So I just think it will be easier on him if he has someone there for him. He might get better if he has the support. So I will do that for him. Cause I truly am a good person and I dont like to see people suffer.

Well I am off to do a little laundry and take a shower and then bed time.

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AWWWW he is adorable or she!