Things have been odd lately. I feel like everything is great at one moment, and then, inexplicably, I'll hate the world the next. I think that California is really testing me and my strength. There's a lot to keep up with, most of the challenges coming from Djaboy. He's tough, sometimes. It's funny how bipolar our relationship can be. We can wake up at 3am and have a battle royale Nerf-gun fight, and then the next morning, get into the most heinous argument about some stupid thing that I've done.
And yes, its mostly me. I have issues, to say the least.
He's been trying so hard to be patient with me, and he's been doing a good job, until lately. I think he doesn't want to be patient anymore. He wants shit to happen, and I'm still dragging my ass trying to figure myself out. I confuse me. I can't manage to get out of my own head, ever.
This makes no sense. I'm going to go look at naked girls. That's it! That's the answer! Nudity!!!
YAY!! NUDITY!!
And yes, its mostly me. I have issues, to say the least.
He's been trying so hard to be patient with me, and he's been doing a good job, until lately. I think he doesn't want to be patient anymore. He wants shit to happen, and I'm still dragging my ass trying to figure myself out. I confuse me. I can't manage to get out of my own head, ever.
This makes no sense. I'm going to go look at naked girls. That's it! That's the answer! Nudity!!!
YAY!! NUDITY!!
djaboy:
I love you and you're doing a great job of keeping your head above water in the ever rising tide that is called California. 