Hello everybody 
!
I am doing grate. i got my car back. plus i have two grate storys to tell you, that go's right alon with it.
like you probably ,now, by now, on saturday night my car got towed
.(if you don't know about it , please refer to my priveuse entries. so, let me tell you everything, the way it was happening.
my life is full of surprises! and this time its my notmyboyfriend. he is totally amaze me. And comfuse me. that, probablly why i even still talking to the guy
.
but anyway.... saturday afternoon i call him and left a messege, asking him to call me back, about some tikets of mine, that he had. the very same night my car got towed, so i call him again. at about 5am, sunday morrning. of course he did not answer his phone. and i am not sure, if you've read my previous journal entrie, but i've said there, that i was glad, that he didn't answer and stuff, so i didn't had to dill with him, on top of my car and blah, blah, blah......
man, was i wrong... ok. he call me back, sunday afternoon, right when i was all tripping about my car. so, he called and we tallked. and by the way i told him about my car geting towed. and you know what he tells me? ...he go like:"well, if you'll need some financial help, to get your car out, give me a call back, and i'll give you the money."
WHAT? HE JUST OFFER ME MONEY?! DO YOU UNDERSTAND, THAT IT SOLVES 70% OF MY PROBLEMS
. AND I DIDN'T ASKED! HE TOTALLY OFFERE IT TO ME!
i tryed really harde not to yell YES, YES, YES.... in the phone. so instead i say, very coulmlly like:"ok. let me call them and find out how much is it, and i'll call you back."
i put the phone down, and it took me, a good thirty minutes to recover from that surprise.
i very, very much appreciate it. and i can't even say in wordes, that i know, how helpfull it was. and i will be thanksfull to him for that, as long, as i gonna remember him... and all that, but man dude is wierd...
ok. i call them. i find out how much it was. he give me the all money, that i needed. and i am totally shocked.
. but its not the end of my surprises yet.
i got my car out, and i had to leave his house right after i got it out. and when i was leaving he looked kind of sad. so i was thinking about it, for the rest of that night, and for the whole next day . and you have to understand, that i am all overwhelmed with: 1)comfusion, because i can not understand, why he did it, on the first place. plus 2) i am so thanxfull to him that i just whan to let him do all the dirty things, that he always wanted to do to me, but i never let him. basically i am comfused and ovwrwhelmd with fillings.
so, monday night i was going to stay in portland (i live in vancouver, wa), because i've had to work morning shift on tuesday. so i am thinking to myself, that to show him my appreciation, i should call him, and just go stay at his house. really, i am thinking, that i should just go and fuck him, make love to him and fuck him again. 
and, of course its no doubt in my mind, that its going to happen.
man, was i surprised...
so, i call him, already on my way to portland. and you don't understand, i am so sure, that its exactly what is going to happen, that i almost driving wearing my fucking pjs.
so, he answerd his phone, and we've talked for some time and then i go:"so, by the way, (and i am all shy, about it), i work tomorrow, morning shift, so i was wondering, if i could come over to your house and stay there? (and thats what i was usually doing, when i was working morning shifts)."
so, he say:"NO. I AM SORRY, BUT NOT TODAY. I AM GOING OUT TODAY."
what a fuck?!?! first dude offer me money, basically saves my life and my sanity, and then tell me NO, when i am totally, very clearlly, offer him to FUCK ME. 
now, you tell me, is my life full of surprisess and excitment, or what?
and, please, could somebody tell me "am i missing something?"
and when i was at his house, he was totally saying, that he dosen't get any loving and stuff, you know...?
so what was that? i probablly will never know.
i, worked today, and i call him after work. he was home, so when he picked up the phone, i go:"hi, ..... how are you....? yeah, i am just calling to ask you, could you, please, feat me into your busy schedule, so i could come over to your house, and use your computer? please.(i don't have internet. my phone got turned off).
he start laughin, and go:"yeah, come over right now. i'll wait for you."
now tell me "am i missing something?"
so i am here right now, useing his computer, for the last couple of hours. he sak:"what are you writing there, for so long?"
and i go:"nothing..."
he makes me really comfused. i can't figure out-"what the hell, does he want? and that, probablly, the reason i still talking to him. bisides, that he saved me from going, compleatlly creazy, of course.
well, i really hope, that everybody will enjoy reading it, as much, as i enjoyed writing it.
!
I am doing grate. i got my car back. plus i have two grate storys to tell you, that go's right alon with it.
like you probably ,now, by now, on saturday night my car got towed
.(if you don't know about it , please refer to my priveuse entries. so, let me tell you everything, the way it was happening.
my life is full of surprises! and this time its my notmyboyfriend. he is totally amaze me. And comfuse me. that, probablly why i even still talking to the guy
.
but anyway.... saturday afternoon i call him and left a messege, asking him to call me back, about some tikets of mine, that he had. the very same night my car got towed, so i call him again. at about 5am, sunday morrning. of course he did not answer his phone. and i am not sure, if you've read my previous journal entrie, but i've said there, that i was glad, that he didn't answer and stuff, so i didn't had to dill with him, on top of my car and blah, blah, blah......
man, was i wrong... ok. he call me back, sunday afternoon, right when i was all tripping about my car. so, he called and we tallked. and by the way i told him about my car geting towed. and you know what he tells me? ...he go like:"well, if you'll need some financial help, to get your car out, give me a call back, and i'll give you the money."
WHAT? HE JUST OFFER ME MONEY?! DO YOU UNDERSTAND, THAT IT SOLVES 70% OF MY PROBLEMS
. AND I DIDN'T ASKED! HE TOTALLY OFFERE IT TO ME!
i tryed really harde not to yell YES, YES, YES.... in the phone. so instead i say, very coulmlly like:"ok. let me call them and find out how much is it, and i'll call you back."
i put the phone down, and it took me, a good thirty minutes to recover from that surprise.
i very, very much appreciate it. and i can't even say in wordes, that i know, how helpfull it was. and i will be thanksfull to him for that, as long, as i gonna remember him... and all that, but man dude is wierd...
ok. i call them. i find out how much it was. he give me the all money, that i needed. and i am totally shocked.
. but its not the end of my surprises yet.
i got my car out, and i had to leave his house right after i got it out. and when i was leaving he looked kind of sad. so i was thinking about it, for the rest of that night, and for the whole next day
. and you have to understand, that i am all overwhelmed with: 1)comfusion, because i can not understand, why he did it, on the first place. plus 2) i am so thanxfull to him that i just whan to let him do all the dirty things, that he always wanted to do to me, but i never let him. basically i am comfused and ovwrwhelmd with fillings.
so, monday night i was going to stay in portland (i live in vancouver, wa), because i've had to work morning shift on tuesday. so i am thinking to myself, that to show him my appreciation, i should call him, and just go stay at his house. really, i am thinking, that i should just go and fuck him, make love to him and fuck him again.
and, of course its no doubt in my mind, that its going to happen.
man, was i surprised...
so, i call him, already on my way to portland. and you don't understand, i am so sure, that its exactly what is going to happen, that i almost driving wearing my fucking pjs.
so, he answerd his phone, and we've talked for some time and then i go:"so, by the way, (and i am all shy, about it), i work tomorrow, morning shift, so i was wondering, if i could come over to your house and stay there? (and thats what i was usually doing, when i was working morning shifts)."
so, he say:"NO. I AM SORRY, BUT NOT TODAY. I AM GOING OUT TODAY."
what a fuck?!?! first dude offer me money, basically saves my life and my sanity, and then tell me NO, when i am totally, very clearlly, offer him to FUCK ME.
now, you tell me, is my life full of surprisess and excitment, or what?
and, please, could somebody tell me "am i missing something?"
and when i was at his house, he was totally saying, that he dosen't get any loving and stuff, you know...?
so what was that? i probablly will never know.
i, worked today, and i call him after work. he was home, so when he picked up the phone, i go:"hi, ..... how are you....? yeah, i am just calling to ask you, could you, please, feat me into your busy schedule, so i could come over to your house, and use your computer? please.(i don't have internet. my phone got turned off).
he start laughin, and go:"yeah, come over right now. i'll wait for you."
now tell me "am i missing something?"
so i am here right now, useing his computer, for the last couple of hours. he sak:"what are you writing there, for so long?"
and i go:"nothing..."
he makes me really comfused. i can't figure out-"what the hell, does he want? and that, probablly, the reason i still talking to him. bisides, that he saved me from going, compleatlly creazy, of course.
well, i really hope, that everybody will enjoy reading it, as much, as i enjoyed writing it.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
tara81:
Do you live in Russia?
alexm:
it just may be money to him, often ppl just do a favor to do a favor, not expectin anything in return other than the feeling that we did a favor. Don't stress over it. Likewise, if you want him, have him, if you dont then don't, totally you're decision 