i am sorry, that i haven't being around for some time 
. the problem is tha i don't have a internet conection any longer 
, whach is totally suck ass 
well, anyway how is everybody doing
?
i am personally very fucked, right now. last night, stupid me , parked my car by the fire thing (you know the ones on the street). so, do you think its was there, when i came back, an in hour later? fuck no, it was not :mad
fuck, fuck, fuck
all, my fucking stripping clouse, over two fucking hundred cds (whach is all my music, and my music is, very much, my life), even all my fucking make up is in this fucking car.
basicaly all my fucking life is in this fucking car, including the fucking car it self.
so, now i am seating at my friends house, who came and pick me up.
what the fuck i am going to do
? well i am fucking sure, that i will do something, but i don't know what yet.
and the worest part about it, that i can't even blame nobody. not even blame, but i can't even come up with some reasonable excuse for myself. that's fucking sucks
you know what i mean? not for somebody else, but for my own self. you know trying to help myself not to fill so stupid abot MYSELF.
was i on the hory? no
was i late? no
was i missing something very important? no (well, some fucking brains, maybe)
could i drive around for some time more, and find a parking? yes
so, am i fucking stupid? YES, YES, YES.
anyway, i am going to go now, and try to deal with my problems .
i really hope, that next time i get hold of some internet, i will have, something, not so fucked up to tell you.
at first it was my notboyfriend, sick story, now its my fucking car. but my notboyfriend story, is TOTALY DONE AND OVER WITH. that, unfortunatlly, was a total waiste of time (well, exsept when we had some good sex off course ). but, yes no more notboyfriend, no more sex.
and now no more fucking car. i've actually tried to call my not notboyfriend, when my car got towed, but very luckelly for me he was not home. or maybe he was sleeping. who the fuck knows what the fuck he was doing, the point is he did not answer his phone, when i've called, and now when i think about it, i am actually very happy about. at least now i only have to deal with my car problem.......................
so, i guess, i gonna go. and hopefully i will talk to you soon. and i will tell you how is everything ended up, and all this good stuff.
yeah, by the way one of the site members wrote to me that he wants me to tell him my fucking fantasys ?the closed ones to my fucking heart 
? are you sure that you want to hear them ?
yah, thats what i thought
i wish everybody have fun
and don't fucking park your car, where is this fucking fire thing 
. drive around, find a parking , it will be way less stress for you , your family and friends .
. the problem is tha i don't have a internet conection any longer , whach is totally suck ass
well, anyway how is everybody doing
?
i am personally very fucked, right now. last night, stupid me
, parked my car by the fire thing (you know the ones on the street). so, do you think its was there, when i came back, an in hour later? fuck no, it was not :mad
fuck, fuck, fuck
all, my fucking stripping clouse, over two fucking hundred cds (whach is all my music, and my music is, very much, my life), even all my fucking make up is in this fucking car.
basicaly all my fucking life is in this fucking car, including the fucking car it self.
so, now i am seating at my friends house, who came and pick me up.
what the fuck i am going to do
? well i am fucking sure, that i will do something, but i don't know what yet.
and the worest part about it, that i can't even blame nobody. not even blame, but i can't even come up with some reasonable excuse for myself. that's fucking sucks
you know what i mean? not for somebody else, but for my own self. you know trying to help myself not to fill so stupid abot MYSELF.
was i on the hory? no
was i late? no
was i missing something very important? no (well, some fucking brains, maybe)
could i drive around for some time more, and find a parking? yes
so, am i fucking stupid? YES, YES, YES.
anyway, i am going to go now, and try to deal with my problems
.
i really hope, that next time i get hold of some internet, i will have, something, not so fucked up to tell you.
at first it was my notboyfriend, sick story, now its my fucking car. but my notboyfriend story, is TOTALY DONE AND OVER WITH. that, unfortunatlly, was a total waiste of time (well, exsept when we had some good sex off course
). but, yes no more notboyfriend, no more sex.
and now no more fucking car. i've actually tried to call my not notboyfriend, when my car got towed, but very luckelly for me he was not home. or maybe he was sleeping. who the fuck knows what the fuck he was doing, the point is he did not answer his phone, when i've called, and now when i think about it, i am actually very happy about. at least now i only have to deal with my car problem.......................
so, i guess, i gonna go. and hopefully i will talk to you soon. and i will tell you how is everything ended up, and all this good stuff.
yeah, by the way one of the site members wrote to me that he wants me to tell him my fucking fantasys
?the closed ones to my fucking heart ? are you sure that you want to hear them ?
yah, thats what i thought
i wish everybody have fun
and don't fucking park your car, where is this fucking fire thing
. drive around, find a parking , it will be way less stress for you , your family and friends .
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thorn2:
Try not to be so hard on yourself. It probably wasn't there at first and the cops put it there when you left just so they have an excuse to take your car and fuck with your life. They really don't have anything better to do. Goosd to hear you are not dealing with your not boyfriend. Maybe this is all for good and you are going to have a new beginning?
warlockholmes:
The same fucking thing happened to me Thursday night! Some friends of mine had a pajama party and I ended up drinking too much. Then this hot playmate named Seria asked me to sleep next to her. I pass out. I wake up in the morning and my truck is gone. It was parked next to a school. It cost me $200 fucking dollars to get it out. I feel your pain.