katfireblade

*sigh*

I dont know what to do. I have a something-more-than-a-crush on someone I shouldnt, and its not going away. I just recently realized exactly how serious it is, and could become. I over react to everything because of it. I dont want to lose the boy, but I know he doesnt want that feeling from me, and I dont want to be miserable and the only person in love again. Its not that way yet, but it could be.

So the only thing I know to do is cut contact and run like my ass is on fire. Even though suddenly he's treating me like the friend I once had and miss.

I admit it; I'm a fuck-up.