I wish I could be someone else.
I'm so unhappy. I'm bitchy because of my issues. Two people have told me I'm uptight, Greggy and Zeus. They're right. It's because I'm so fucking miserable. I hate myself right now something fierce. I'm stupid for falling in love with a man who doesn't give two shits about me. I know this, but I pretend that I'm...
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I'm so unhappy. I'm bitchy because of my issues. Two people have told me I'm uptight, Greggy and Zeus. They're right. It's because I'm so fucking miserable. I hate myself right now something fierce. I'm stupid for falling in love with a man who doesn't give two shits about me. I know this, but I pretend that I'm...
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Christmas was as smooth as it could have gone. Well there were some issues that occurred, but like I said, it went as smooth as it could have. My New Years was boring. I went out to dinner with my friend Jasmine, and then came home. I only had one alcoholic drink which was a Cafe Toledo from TGIF, and the rest of the night...
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fairys:
I hope you get better soon is horrible being sad because love
"Spite and Principle"
The Fly plays at being the hunter
He encroaches on her territory
Trespasses into her web
He's pleading, "Hey baby, I'm a better man."
The spider's only response-- a smile.
The fly, he hesitates and falters
He takes a step back from her nest
But, is caught in her beautiful trap
He chokes out, "But darling, I'm a better man."
She just...
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The Fly plays at being the hunter
He encroaches on her territory
Trespasses into her web
He's pleading, "Hey baby, I'm a better man."
The spider's only response-- a smile.
The fly, he hesitates and falters
He takes a step back from her nest
But, is caught in her beautiful trap
He chokes out, "But darling, I'm a better man."
She just...
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matter:
where the hell have you gone from chat eh?
Merry christmas!!
Merry christmas!!
matter:
no you should visit me!!
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alaynah:
do tell 
cfq:
I'm going to shake you til your head rolls off.
damn it
i sent you the price for my cello on myspace and i think on MSN too
damn it
i sent you the price for my cello on myspace and i think on MSN too
I really hate the position I am in.
I really hate that he even bothered to contact me again.
I don't understand why at the last moment just as you've almost forgotten that person forever, they run and leap and jump into your life again. Just to tear that band aid off again. To make the wounds bleed afresh.
He broke my heart when he...
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I really hate that he even bothered to contact me again.
I don't understand why at the last moment just as you've almost forgotten that person forever, they run and leap and jump into your life again. Just to tear that band aid off again. To make the wounds bleed afresh.
He broke my heart when he...
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foxbat:
CFQ,
You undercut you argument as well, not all men suck or blow as you have found ;-) Just did not want to include that one part in praise of your words. Perhaps I parse to much... ;-)
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You undercut you argument as well, not all men suck or blow as you have found ;-) Just did not want to include that one part in praise of your words. Perhaps I parse to much... ;-)
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artemiswerewolf:
I'm sorry, but all my words of wisdom deal with crossing the street. But if you need someone to talk to, or a shoulder to cry on, or just someone to punch, I offer my services. ( you know I'm kidding about the punching, right? )
Wow am I sad.
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shotgunhawaii:
Who down with O.P.P?
haha
haha
djskey:
well thats unfortunate
you should fix that
you should fix that
I'm PMSing pretty badly.
I want to cry at every turn.
I'm threatening peoples lives.
You wanna know what really set it off though?
Eric doesn't remember anything about him and Sookie being together.
I cried when I read the last few pages. I want Eric back.
I don't give a fuck about Vampire Bill, I want my Viking Vampire back.
Now.
For fuck sakes....
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I want to cry at every turn.
I'm threatening peoples lives.
You wanna know what really set it off though?
Eric doesn't remember anything about him and Sookie being together.
I cried when I read the last few pages. I want Eric back.
I don't give a fuck about Vampire Bill, I want my Viking Vampire back.
Now.
For fuck sakes....
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explodingboy1:
i'll get right on that. hope you feel better
cfq:
PMS happens, BabyCakes...just dont let it take over completely.
remember normal kate is in there and she wont be happy if in 2days she wakes up in a jail cell, blood still caked in her hair
remember normal kate is in there and she wont be happy if in 2days she wakes up in a jail cell, blood still caked in her hair
Okay. The first step to overcoming addiction is to admit you have a problem right?
I admit I have a problem with reading too many paranormal romance novels.
I just finished the third Sookie Stackhouse book or the third book in the Southern Vampire series within about... Let's see... 28 hrs?
But let me try to justify my infatution-- my addiction.
Every single boy that...
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I admit I have a problem with reading too many paranormal romance novels.
I just finished the third Sookie Stackhouse book or the third book in the Southern Vampire series within about... Let's see... 28 hrs?
But let me try to justify my infatution-- my addiction.
Every single boy that...
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theecontender:
I have to agree with 666Irish. You shouldn't lower your standards or change what you want, which is NOT unreasonable. Now with that being said...What's all this about luchador masks and spandex?


artemiswerewolf:
Irish is right, don't lower your standards, they keep the losers away.
Nothing wrong with a little fantasy.
Signed
Nothing wrong with a little fantasy.
Signed
Really behind in school work.
Really behind in school work.
Really behind in school work.
And this kid from myspace I hung out with the other night... is fucking annoying.
I think he was trying to text me that we had some sort of connection. If he does end up saying something like that to any degree... its goodbye, mister. That's so creepy. I mean,...
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Really behind in school work.
Really behind in school work.
And this kid from myspace I hung out with the other night... is fucking annoying.
I think he was trying to text me that we had some sort of connection. If he does end up saying something like that to any degree... its goodbye, mister. That's so creepy. I mean,...
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waterfordman:
I had wondered where you were these days.
cfq:
hey lovey <3 i miss you so much
we need to talk and catch up.
i decided to come to NJ for christmas and the such.
i definitely want to come down and see you!
you know if you ever need some sweet sheena lovin....i'm always here for you
we need to talk and catch up.
i decided to come to NJ for christmas and the such.
i definitely want to come down and see you!
you know if you ever need some sweet sheena lovin....i'm always here for you
So... mmmm...?
I don't really have much to say this go 'round, but I figured it was time for a new blog. Lemme think of something exciting to discuss.
Well. I'm going to be Typhoid Mary for Halloween.
I'm making my own dread falls. But, its way too much work. So I ordered some cheapies online from Ebay, just one set, so that I can...
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I don't really have much to say this go 'round, but I figured it was time for a new blog. Lemme think of something exciting to discuss.
Well. I'm going to be Typhoid Mary for Halloween.
I'm making my own dread falls. But, its way too much work. So I ordered some cheapies online from Ebay, just one set, so that I can...
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cfq:
yay for your credit card being paid off!!
that'd awesome!
you need to save up to come to miami!!
im so bored here!
save me
yay for your credit card being paid off!!
that'd awesome!
you need to save up to come to miami!!
im so bored here!
save me
explodingboy1:
not fun, sweetie, i should be on aim some later

You ARE smart(smarter than me, and i know that)
and you ARE skinny.
you're gorgeous as you.
realize that if someone loves you, it's all of you, not like...your pinky toe and they want you to mold yourself around it...that'd be fucking retarded.
i miss you.
and i'm in NJ now. we need to visit! and i'll punch you in the tit if you get sad. <3