katesmash

Interview tomorrow morning for a part time position at my old community college. Administrative assistant in enrollment services. I have everything ironed and ready for tomorrow morning. Going to bed now to ensure a decent night's sleep. Wish me luck you all. Interviews make me seriously nervous.

Then I'll go the gym and work off my energy or whatever.

Hanging out with Ja tomorrow. I...
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Ech.

I LOST TWO WHOLE POUNDS!

I am so happy. This exercise shit actually does work. Now my only concern is that I'll lose my boobs.
Which would break so many hearts on this website... especially Bobby.
For his sake, I hope it's not coming from them. Most likely it's coming from my thighs. I have more than enough weight there to lose. Plus, I get...
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I hit about 1800 calories today.
Not a good day for me. I'm supposed to be around 1500 calories per day.
Oh well, I went to the gym today too, and I'm going tomorrow before work, where I'll be on my feet all day. It'll be okay.

Randall says I like to bed stupid, cuddly warrior-type men. Too true. <3

Fourth day.
Worked out again for another 45 minutes, minus the weight this time because I need to give my muscles some time to repair, and seeing how they were still sore, I figured that was a good idea.

Went to the doctors this morning. Talked to her about weight loss, etc. She was very happy when I told her about it and she said...
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So today is the third day of my dieting. Today is also the first day of my workout program.

I worked out for an hour and thirty minutes at the gym down the street from me.
Bike for 30 min.
Weight machines.
Then, Elipticals for 20 min.

w00t!

Tomorrow, I have an appointment with my doctor.
Then I'm most likely going to hit the gym...
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I am having troubles believing that there are positive things in this world. The only one I do believe in, I do not possess. It always seem just out of reachlike a long hallway that continually extends its length and love is that glowing orb that lights up the entire tunnel. The faster you seem to run towards it, the further you are from it....
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So... remember when I said I was trying to save up money and what not for when I was able to move out? Well, am still going to do that, but I also thought, "Hey... I have friends on SuicideGirls that are pretty fucking awesome and would help me out if they were real friends..." (hah). I made a new wishlist found on amazon.com chock...
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"Personal Revelations"

My thoughts stinging like a nettle
My heart cold like a crocodile
Im stagnant like a bayou
Head bent like a wilting flower
Im dancing in the muck and mire
Saving my tears in mourning vials

My worries stemming from the soul
My wishes cast on space junk stars
Im ensnared in razor wire
Fetal and crying for the womb
Im frolicking through...
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