katesmash

I don't know if I've mentioned it to anyone here, but I am starting to find a spiritual path, and I'm really excited about it. First I found the power of the Violet Flame. Now, I'm starting to learn about Soul Retrieval. Yesterday I bought a book on Shamanism, and I'm excited to start reading it. It even includes a drumming CD. Growing up Catholic, being a science geek, and aware of human nature, I have had a hard time making sense of things and having faith or hope in anything. Violet Flame was the gateway, it was the brilliant lamp in the wintry darkness that was guarded by Mr. Tumnus. Now things make sense, now I have hope and a spark of life in me again. I feel renewed and want to always feel that way. Shamanism is going to be another extension of myself.

I've been going to meditations hosted by my teacher, Liz, and things are clicking. Things are making sense. Anyways, we did a meditation where we would meet our spirit guide. Archangel Rafael is my guide of choice, but he's accessible to everyone, so he's not really MY guide. At least that's how I feel. But this last meditation, I encountered my power animal. She's beautiful, and she always head butts me in greeting. She's a lynx, and she told me her name was Magni, which is an amalgamation of the male name Magnes, and the female name Agnie. I know this may sound crazy to some folks, but I don't particularly care since this works for me. Even more recently in a meditation to discover what our life plan was before we reincarnated into this body, I found that I have a celestial white wolf? I don't know if he's entirely mine, or if he just happened to be a messenger for me. His name is Dante. And I mean celestial because I met him in the upper spirit realm.

I just felt the need to post this, just to share this with others.

Sayounara!