So I got a text this morning from my coworker saying that last night she was diagnosed with the swine flu. Tried to make an appointment with my doctor, but its over an hour away and no one will drive me. So I have to wait until Monday. The only reason this worries me is because we constantly share the same area at work and Bronchitis does not account for the body aches, nausea, and sneezing/sniffles. I told my doctor this but he still said Bronchitis. I dunno. And I'm on my third antibiotic pill and usually I feel better after one days treatment and I don't feel any better. And yesterday, no one would help me with anything so I probably infected the entire house- from ice cube trays to silverware. I tried really hard not to touch much, but like I said no one wanted to help me at all even though Bronchitis is also viral or bacterial infection and it is very easy to transmit to others.
But more than anything, I am so sad. Being sick like this makes you realize how fucking lonely you are when you're without anyone to take care of you. That thought alone has been sending me into crying spells when I feel the worst.
But the good things are that I read all of the Claymore Manga that there was available online, and I watched 7 episodes of Full Metal Alchemist, which also makes me upset. It also makes me hope to god that I have little boys when I have children. Although little girls are sweet too, I'd just rather have little boys. I prefer playing with little boys. Like with my best guy friends little brother. We played power rangers, knights, and Naruto in his backyard. And he wanted to show me all his pokemonz and his dinosaurs. I know little girls can do all that stuff too, but I dunno. I just want little boys. I want little boys that are momma's boys as well. LOL. That's me saying all the selfish thoughts in my head.
Oh, and I don't know if you all know about my 2012 paranoia, but it used to keep me up at night realizing all the things I would miss out on if the world ended 2012. I even talked to my dad about it. About a week ago, he told me that there are dates after 2012 in Mayan predictions that go as far as 4000 something. That put me at more of an ease. Still, even though I love the hell out of John Cusack, I will not be seeing that film.
Alright. I'm going to eat and watch more Full Metal Alchemist.
But more than anything, I am so sad. Being sick like this makes you realize how fucking lonely you are when you're without anyone to take care of you. That thought alone has been sending me into crying spells when I feel the worst.
But the good things are that I read all of the Claymore Manga that there was available online, and I watched 7 episodes of Full Metal Alchemist, which also makes me upset. It also makes me hope to god that I have little boys when I have children. Although little girls are sweet too, I'd just rather have little boys. I prefer playing with little boys. Like with my best guy friends little brother. We played power rangers, knights, and Naruto in his backyard. And he wanted to show me all his pokemonz and his dinosaurs. I know little girls can do all that stuff too, but I dunno. I just want little boys. I want little boys that are momma's boys as well. LOL. That's me saying all the selfish thoughts in my head.
Oh, and I don't know if you all know about my 2012 paranoia, but it used to keep me up at night realizing all the things I would miss out on if the world ended 2012. I even talked to my dad about it. About a week ago, he told me that there are dates after 2012 in Mayan predictions that go as far as 4000 something. That put me at more of an ease. Still, even though I love the hell out of John Cusack, I will not be seeing that film.
Alright. I'm going to eat and watch more Full Metal Alchemist.
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i had it mildly, i was fine, didnt bother the doctor, then again i never bother him lol
i believe the people of chat have gone batshit fucking crazy and they all need to be shot w silver bullets in the left pinky toe.