katesmash

Manoli and I broke up today on my way to work. On the phone. Nice. Right?

Whatever.
I can deal without.
It was mutual. We were stagnant. No forward movement, just mindless wandering.
We thought we were in love. But, we both were fooling the other.
We just grew apart.
It sucks, because he was my first real love.

He's on the phone with me right now.
He's very upset, and I feel demonic that I'm not nearly as upset as he is.
You know?
I hate being the bitch.
I hate being the one to initiate the break-ups.
I hate breaking hearts.
I can barely maintain my own.

*pout*

I wish there was some stupid magical spell to make things all better.
To make the someone I'm supposed to be with just _-poof-_ appear.
Things would be a lot easier.

I guess we're all just...
Crap out of luck.