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So... first it was Glitch. Then it was my father. Then it was my mother.
I have never been so insulted in my entire life.

A few months ago, before I went to visit my gynecologist, my sister told me she had had blood work done. I never did. So I got scared thinking maybe I should get that done. When I was finished with...
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robotfuckface:
lame. very, very lame.

you need an apt.
katesmash:
that'd be nice. if i had the money. frown
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I NEED TO GET LAID! *screams*
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katesmash:
its eunuch. lol and no i dont live in a deaf/blind monastary. sometimes i wish i did.
skullgrid:
*grabs popcorn and waits for the inevitable plethora of offers that are about to come* tongue

me, i just like a girl who knows how to spell "eunuch" properly wink
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Wanna hear something fucked up?

Today is my mothers birthday. So, my father thinking my sister is air headed, bought her a card that she could give to mom. It says, "Happy Birthday, Mom. From the 'good one'." On the inside it says, "Sorry I didn't rub off on the other one. Love you."

That fucking hurts. That really fucking hurts.
It's not like I'm...
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aj_arch:
three words:
New
York
City
emptymouthpiece:
Ummm...Fuck that, and them. I'm not one for home spun advice (I'm more homespun sarcasm) but seriously, you aren't put on this earth to "please" other people, only yourself, and that doesn't promote useless hedonism but if you have a good head on your shoulders which I think you do, it reminds you that you are already your worst critic, so fuck what they think, you spent a lot of time raising yourself in many ways and you did the best you could, why stand around to be measured by their ruler, measure by your own and TELL HIM you are upset over it, and not in a whiny fucking way, just stand up to it as one person to another and tell him it hurt and that it was un-needed. Bottom line, being upfront with people NOT BELLIGERENT, but upfront can often solve a problem long before it gets worse and in a far more simple way than you might think.
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Okay. Be prepared for a long post. I've been writing a lot recently because a lot of horrible things have transpired in my life recently. So, if you don't want to read it in its entirety, scroll down to the poems and just leave me love for those.

This is to Glitch and to those who were involved:

I am sorry I ever got involved....
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wishface:
<3 we are intrepid
skullgrid:
*hugs*
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So, I asked my friend Sheena if she would marry me. She said yes. But, she only said yes because we're both pissed off at men in general. Even specific men. Specially her. But, in the end, I really shouldn't fucking worry about it. You know why? Because I'm fucking fabulous. And if some toolbag doesn't realize that... Oh, that's totally not my problem. Another...
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cherrylix:
Animals are in general better than people.
captainbackfire:
hey we arent all bad apples miss
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So there is this guy...
Well, I call him little boy. He's a year younger than me, and he weighs half of what I do.
His name is Glitch. I don't know his real name. I didn't ask.

He is not my type by any means.
He's a little bit taller than me, skinny as a rail, and a total goth kid.
His hair in...
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mccallister:
Ooh, new profile photo. I like it.
cfq:
*humps kate's throat*


i think our viruses should bump uglies...UNF
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Work:

There is one girl at work who is poisoning the whole pharmacy with her attitude. We all dislike her because she makes so many mistakes and has such an attitude with everyone. Of course, she uses the race card because she is black. Which pisses us off even more because it's so untrue. We have two other black girls that work with us and...
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emptymouthpiece:
It's true that misery loves company, and I know that type of person all to well. Makes working a real pain, but on the upside people like that tend to either 1. make manager. or 2. weed themselves out sooner than you think.
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Work:

So, they hired a new pharmacist a few days ago. I didn't work with him until day before yesterday. So my first impression was that he seemed pretty cool. I was the one who talked to him the most out of all the techs... and I guess that's why he targetted me for harrassment. The pharmacy manager who is also a chauvenistic pig reprimanded...
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foxbat:
KittyKate,

Centralia! Haha, that is so cool. When I lived in Lancaster I would make occasional day trips there to clear my head. Not much left as the coal fire roams around underneath and has destroyed all but one or two structures. It still has a mayor and last I was there about half a dozen residents. The mayor hangs out on what was once main street and often occupies a park bench since the hall burned down some time ago. I even wrote and recorded a song about it for my first album:

http://homepage.mac.com/WebObjects/FileSharing.woa/wa/default?user=stereocrash&templatefn=FileSharing1.html&xmlfn=TKDocument.1.xml&sitefn=RootSite.xml&aff=consumer&cty=US&lang=en

Make sure you get pics of all the post apocalyptic danger signs!

-fb

foxbat:
KittyKATE,

As promised! 1882 Poe!

-fb
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So. First things first... I updated my wish list:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/35FYU05Q00CHI

Secondly, my father and I got in another argument about my life and what I intend to do with it.
At this point, I have half a mind to quit school, get a full time job, and move out.
But, I really don't want to. I want to finish school. I really do.
I just...
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sharona1881:
i agree with artemis,younger siblings are always getting away with more - im here working a full time job, and a part time job, living at home... and my younger brother is a hippy stoner artist traipsing the world, currently living in new zealand working as a bartender... hehe smile

and i HATE not being able to help people.. it makes me so sad and frustrated when someone i know is having a hard time and theres nothing i can do - either theyre far away, or i dont know enough about the situation theyre in to really help - im always the shoulder to cry on, literally and figuratively... but not being able to help AT ALL just drives me nuts
infinity:
Arguments with dad tend to do nothing but make you feel bad - I've also had to deal with many of those too and it sucks. When it got bad between us I tended to just not say anything to him because if I said something he would just end up yelling back at me. It gets rough then things just seem to calm down for a while and we dont argue, I have no idea why but that's what happens.


I'm also feeling really unmotivated lately. Earlier in the summer I was working a lot and working far away but for all of August I've had free time yet I didnt really make anything of it. Though I think that's because I have to start school again in about a week and a half so I'm trying to slack while I still can...
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OMG. Best party ever was thrown by 666Irish. I had too much fun. The redneck BBQ was amazing.

Everyone was amazing. The apple pie was phenomenal.
The redneck swimming hole was comfortable.
Until Minimalism decided to drench me with a bucket full of water. biggrin
I was not upset.
I think he was more upset than me because I didn't respond.
I didn't need to though....
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sharona1881:
im so glad i got to meet you hun!

enjoy the photos biggrin
mercie:
EL Caminooooooo! yay! haha

Also check it out dude: That Ukrainian Catholic church was still standing as of March 2007. Maybe it IS still there. I also just read that they all have Saturday evening services once a week still... (It's becoming more and more like Silent Hill every time I read something.)

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I am feeling better after a long conversation and a bout of crying.
Thank you guys for being there for me when I was having a rough go of it.
Sassy is still sick, however. But hopefully, she will be on the mend soon.

<3
Kate
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infinity:
nice meeting you at the BBQ this weekend. not having your cigarette go out after minimalism dumped the bucket of water on you was so definitely a win. the soaked pack of the rest of them was not so great blackeyed
minimalism:
In second grade a pushed a girl and got in trouble. I had to stay after school. My teacher said to me, "Do you know why little boys push little girls? Because they have a crush on them."

I don't think I've changed all that much since then. blush