Guys, I'm a lard ass. I miss my old body where my curves weren't ridiculous. They were nice sloping gentle curves. I can't stand certain parts of me anymore. So... I'm going to start eating right, somehow. And working out, even though I hate it. It's not that bad. And it's only for an hour three times a week. I think I can do it....
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kingskottie:
vze1q9c1:
you have perfect teeth and your just as pretty with dark hair
Oops. Double Post by accidente. Sowwy.
Of Cakes and Abdications
The rat: a creature so reviled by humankind and known as a breeder of diseases. A creature so grotesque that it reverts to eating it own newborns. An animal that slinks around in the night, immune to the most repulsive scents, tastes, and textures. And yet, here I am. Rotting away here in my own cage, wishing that I were kin...
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The rat: a creature so reviled by humankind and known as a breeder of diseases. A creature so grotesque that it reverts to eating it own newborns. An animal that slinks around in the night, immune to the most repulsive scents, tastes, and textures. And yet, here I am. Rotting away here in my own cage, wishing that I were kin...
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providencia:
I really did enjoy this.
How long ago did you write it?
Marie Antoinette is pretty interesting.
There was an interesting thing about a man made fuel called cake.
Isn't that where the confusion came from?
Dunno.
I only retain brain lint for so long.
I love you baby.
How long ago did you write it?
Marie Antoinette is pretty interesting.
There was an interesting thing about a man made fuel called cake.
Isn't that where the confusion came from?
Dunno.
I only retain brain lint for so long.
I love you baby.
FOR MY ANGEL
Artist: Garbage
Album: Version 2.0
Song: You Look So Fine
You look so fine
I want to break your heart
And give you mine
You're taking me over
It's so insane
You've got me tethered and chained
I hear your name
And I'm falling over
I'm not like all the other girls
I can't take it like the other girls
I won't...
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Artist: Garbage
Album: Version 2.0
Song: You Look So Fine
You look so fine
I want to break your heart
And give you mine
You're taking me over
It's so insane
You've got me tethered and chained
I hear your name
And I'm falling over
I'm not like all the other girls
I can't take it like the other girls
I won't...
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providencia:
When does now begin?
Miniver Cheevy
Miniver Cheevy, child of scorn,
Grew lean while he assailed the seasons
He wept that he was ever born,
And he had reasons.
Miniver loved the days of old
When swords were bright and steeds were prancing;
The vision of a warrior bold
Would send him dancing.
Miniver sighed for what was not,
And dreamed, and rested from his labors;
He dreamed of...
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Miniver Cheevy, child of scorn,
Grew lean while he assailed the seasons
He wept that he was ever born,
And he had reasons.
Miniver loved the days of old
When swords were bright and steeds were prancing;
The vision of a warrior bold
Would send him dancing.
Miniver sighed for what was not,
And dreamed, and rested from his labors;
He dreamed of...
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Can't sleep. The lust has got a hold on me. Just me, alone, watching the glowing ember sixes turn into eights by the simple introduction of another crimson mark. It's this color that so emulates the reason for my tossing and turning. And it just so happens to be your entire fault.
Heated by our sexually charged conversation from earlier tonight, my deviant nature can't...
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Heated by our sexually charged conversation from earlier tonight, my deviant nature can't...
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tiffany:
thx for your sweet comment!!
providencia:
The wave of negative emotions living in my mind was specific.
I knew them all too well.
Loneliness leads you to unsavory companions.
The ritual of petitioning my displeasure with daily offerings transmuted nothing.
The most positive thing in my life was making a list of what I didn't want.
One day I wanted, needed, craved in an unknown direction for the unknown.
Instead of just accepting anything and being thankful for a handful of ashes.
I made the unknown, known. Once a thing is known, it can't be unknown.
Without making a list of polar opposites to contradict what I had before, I examined what I didn't share and why.
I wrote what I wanted, needed, desired and craved, painfully things i wouldn't admit came out beautifully.
The image of a Navajo shaman who wakes each day to chant existence into being filled my mind.
His only thought being that if he didn't, who would?
I began to speak them as I wrote. Each one taking life forever.
The time for living in my own head was over.
Just the verbal petition to no one and no thing...
Just to know that the action was done, I could take this one to my grave, gratefully.
Just this brought me the peace to accept the possibility that it could never happen.
I was also at peace and could accept and be open to the possibility that it could happen.
Nothing greater has happened to me.
When you slammed into me, I mean hugged me, I was stunned.
I didn't know how to hold you.
My senses overloaded with the sound of your moving, your smells, the feel of your heart beating, your breath, your subvocal moaning vibrating on my collar bone.
I put my arms around you.
Not wanting to let go but knowing that everything must end, I relaxed my arms to give you space to leave.
You sunk into me deeper and tighter.
That's where you have been ever since.
I love you.
I knew them all too well.
Loneliness leads you to unsavory companions.
The ritual of petitioning my displeasure with daily offerings transmuted nothing.
The most positive thing in my life was making a list of what I didn't want.
One day I wanted, needed, craved in an unknown direction for the unknown.
Instead of just accepting anything and being thankful for a handful of ashes.
I made the unknown, known. Once a thing is known, it can't be unknown.
Without making a list of polar opposites to contradict what I had before, I examined what I didn't share and why.
I wrote what I wanted, needed, desired and craved, painfully things i wouldn't admit came out beautifully.
The image of a Navajo shaman who wakes each day to chant existence into being filled my mind.
His only thought being that if he didn't, who would?
I began to speak them as I wrote. Each one taking life forever.
The time for living in my own head was over.
Just the verbal petition to no one and no thing...
Just to know that the action was done, I could take this one to my grave, gratefully.
Just this brought me the peace to accept the possibility that it could never happen.
I was also at peace and could accept and be open to the possibility that it could happen.
Nothing greater has happened to me.
When you slammed into me, I mean hugged me, I was stunned.
I didn't know how to hold you.
My senses overloaded with the sound of your moving, your smells, the feel of your heart beating, your breath, your subvocal moaning vibrating on my collar bone.
I put my arms around you.
Not wanting to let go but knowing that everything must end, I relaxed my arms to give you space to leave.
You sunk into me deeper and tighter.
That's where you have been ever since.
I love you.
Manoli and I broke up today on my way to work. On the phone. Nice. Right?
Whatever.
I can deal without.
It was mutual. We were stagnant. No forward movement, just mindless wandering.
We thought we were in love. But, we both were fooling the other.
We just grew apart.
It sucks, because he was my first real love.
He's on the phone with me...
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Whatever.
I can deal without.
It was mutual. We were stagnant. No forward movement, just mindless wandering.
We thought we were in love. But, we both were fooling the other.
We just grew apart.
It sucks, because he was my first real love.
He's on the phone with me...
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mjb67:
super awesome!!
yourmomdigsme:
....Insert cheesy line here....
Common People
small talk. common upon college students running into other familiar students. no care. different voices. softer... higher... their voices reserved specifically for such occasions of falseness. lots of nodding, interjections- short and concise. the constant reach for the cell phone to check the time. a way to get out. secretly praying for someone to call and break the inane silence.
conversations of the...
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small talk. common upon college students running into other familiar students. no care. different voices. softer... higher... their voices reserved specifically for such occasions of falseness. lots of nodding, interjections- short and concise. the constant reach for the cell phone to check the time. a way to get out. secretly praying for someone to call and break the inane silence.
conversations of the...
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hey guys. erm... dunno what to say, but here i am. do with me what you will.