katesmash

Guys, I seriously had the worst night terror I've had in quite some time. My mother woke me up and I immediately started crying.

Okay. I had just moved in to a new place, the attic of some of some old house. Furniture was strewn everywhere but for the most part it was an empty, hollow shell of wood beams and that musty attic smell....
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Hey guys. Just an update. Been away from chat for awhile due to other engagements, ie. school, work, boyfrend. But, I've also been doing more "exciting" things. Things that I would never do on a regular basis. Recently, the boy and I went up to Gettysburg, Pa. That was this past Monday. Yesterday, the whole family plus the boy went to Eastern State Penitentiary in...
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I just need to vent a bit.
Let you all know my place and view about this site.
ArgentumBlack is leaving.
Several other people are leaving.
And that leaves me wanting to go too.
Not just because of them leaving, but because of the fact that this site is quickly turning into a pile of shit.

And I don't care at this point if I...
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Instead of painting my guitar controller, I bought both me and my boyfriend guitar skins.

I bought this one for me: http://www.pixeldecal.com/product-detail.php?pro=5049

And this one for him: http://www.pixeldecal.com/product-detail.php?pro=5098&page=2

I thought it would be nice, since he did buy me the controller to begin with, and cos he's so awesome.
We've known each other for three months, dated for like one and a half and havent...
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Again with the teacher thing. I hate her. My peer review partner hates her, and my friend who is taking the class as well, hates her. The stupid online shit is ridiculous, and only the three of us have complained about it.

This is in the general questions and concerns forum:

Meg:
It is impossible to do the conferences, papers and read all the required...
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I have the dumbest fucking English teacher in the world. We have to write a review about this book that we have to read for class. First, we have to give a background of the book and the author in the intro, then we have to summarize the reviews of three other people, and then give a conclusion. So... the first thing I do is...
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Went to the zoo with my boyfriend. No pics of us of course. Just of the aminals. Here's a link... to my Flickr.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/15764744@N03/

I'd be very happy if you left a message on your favorite photo of them all. <3

This one is the last poem of the three. This I had to write by hand. I had to type it for you guys, but... yeah.

A tiny violent noise is a yellow happy thing.
Yellow like the sun and just as violent.
Violent in its rays and yellow in its brightness.
The sun.
The dawning of new life.
Regenerator of society
A flame flickers...
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Alright. Lame post warning. I'm just throwing up some of the poetry I had to write for my Modern Poetry class. Mind you, this is definately not the style I write in. This is a response to Gertrude Stein. Our assignment was to take the first line of three poems of hers and build off of it with automatic responses. I figured... I'll do it...
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Gots me a new man. I threw up on him, and he's still dating me. I make party fouls, and he's still dating me. Wow. I'm fucking lucky. Omg. And did I mention?

He's rad in bed.
Unf.

<3

As usual, I have let my heart cloud my eyes and my brain to make me see what I wanted to see. Well... I suck balls apparently and I led myself into another one of my delusions believing that this guy (that I liked), actually liked me too. Well... untrue. So I found out. I mean, I did fuck things up. Pretty badly too. But......
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