I'm feeling much better today. Well, calmer anyways, I think I'm getting sick, but atleast I'm not a big ball of nerves like last night.
I started painting a picture today, it looks pretty. I love when I start art, and can look at it and be proud of my work, and be excited about continuing to work on it. Its a good feeling.
Anyhow,...
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I started painting a picture today, it looks pretty. I love when I start art, and can look at it and be proud of my work, and be excited about continuing to work on it. Its a good feeling.
Anyhow,...
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Sometimes I wonder if I even deserve to be breathing other people's air. I really fucking suck at life. I'm so stressed I just want to cry.
They told me I couldn't serve because I'm too good of a hostess... so unlike most jobs where you promoted for doing a good job, I'm getting punished for it.
I handed out resumes after work. I got...
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They told me I couldn't serve because I'm too good of a hostess... so unlike most jobs where you promoted for doing a good job, I'm getting punished for it.
I handed out resumes after work. I got...
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kazoops:
I can't believe they did that to you. Maybe when they realize their gonna lose you as a hostess anyway when you quit, they'll reconsider giving you the waitress position.
dr_skankenstein:
You don't suck at life. Just go beat the Montana people mercilessly. With their own vital organs.
Good News:
Two days until my birthday! I'm getting my septum pierced, and a cute lil' panther tattooed on my back, he'll be looking over his shouder at my horse.
Good news that has the potiental of turning into bad news:
i'm so nervous!
you see, i've been working at the same restaraunt for a year and seven months as a hostess. its a good...
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Two days until my birthday! I'm getting my septum pierced, and a cute lil' panther tattooed on my back, he'll be looking over his shouder at my horse.
Good news that has the potiental of turning into bad news:
i'm so nervous!
you see, i've been working at the same restaraunt for a year and seven months as a hostess. its a good...
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vincet:
courage for all - for Rasputin tatoo idea, i did'nt remark his famous knife ? Where's the rapsutin knife? Anyways 
sportdeath:
Good luck!
Everyone go say hi to Drew! He's new and I love him very much <3
I had a weird run-in at Tim Horton's today, it kind of went like this:
ME: *pulls up to drive thru window*
T.H. GUY: *takes my money*
T.H. GIRL: *points to me* "SEE! THATS THE COLOR RED I WANT!!!"
T.H. GUY: (to me) "You look like my favorite singer."
ME:...
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I had a weird run-in at Tim Horton's today, it kind of went like this:
ME: *pulls up to drive thru window*
T.H. GUY: *takes my money*
T.H. GIRL: *points to me* "SEE! THATS THE COLOR RED I WANT!!!"
T.H. GUY: (to me) "You look like my favorite singer."
ME:...
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blucass:
I think I did get lucky there.. thanks! But that's about as far as it goes when you're engaged and your fiance is not the one in the picture. *sigh* 
morgan:
I just got it at amazon.com, search for "The Ethical Slut" and you'll find it!
Dear sleep,
I've been having a hard time finding you lately. If you are lost, please stop and ask for directions, because I really need you back.
Lots of Love,
Kate.
I've been having a hard time finding you lately. If you are lost, please stop and ask for directions, because I really need you back.
Lots of Love,
Kate.
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mct:
I know the feeling - last night was the first full night of sleep I've had in awhile.
Hope you get a full night of sleep soon
*hugs*
Hope you get a full night of sleep soon
*hugs*
awryx:
lol ur one of the beautiful people who cant get tickets - my cousin, the driver, obviously couldnt bat his eyelashes.
but yeah... nj cops are crappy.
take care
but yeah... nj cops are crappy.
take care
I don't want somebody to love me,
just give me sex whenever i want it.
Cause all I ask for is instant pleasure.
Instant pleasure, instant pleasure.
just give me sex whenever i want it.
Cause all I ask for is instant pleasure.
Instant pleasure, instant pleasure.
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susannahjoy:
yay! i like dancing! i'll do it with you! *dances*
bradleyoliver:
i have an idea that this is not entirely true......or is it.......DUN DUN DUNN
I think I've had an eating disorder since I was about twelve years old.
I lost 50 pounds when I was twelve, was a walking skeleton until I was fourteen, went back up to 135, and struggled between 135 and 140 for awhile.
If my weight ever went above 140 I'd OD on laxatives, cry, smash my head on walls and basicly have a mild...
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I lost 50 pounds when I was twelve, was a walking skeleton until I was fourteen, went back up to 135, and struggled between 135 and 140 for awhile.
If my weight ever went above 140 I'd OD on laxatives, cry, smash my head on walls and basicly have a mild...
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susannahjoy:
*hugs*
I was looking at this site, and I think I've decided that I want to work on a cruise ship next year. It would give me something to put on a resume, and I'd make tons of money (the site says $300 - $600 USD a week, and since I'd probably be serving, I'd make tips on top of that.)
It says that you...
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It says that you...
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3am:
Hi!!!
That sounds like a fun job. A friend of mine worked on the Royal Caribbean line. He made a fortune on the last day of each trip in tips and he really enjoyed the work.
Follow your dreams!
That sounds like a fun job. A friend of mine worked on the Royal Caribbean line. He made a fortune on the last day of each trip in tips and he really enjoyed the work.
Follow your dreams!
When ________ my mom said....
I had black hair
"Your hair is ugly, you don't even look attractive anymore."
I was dating Zach
"What would a Queen's student want with someone like you?"
When I was dating Derek
"What would a Queen's student want with someone like you?"
When I was dating Andy
"What would a Queen's student want with someone like you?"
When I'm...
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I had black hair
"Your hair is ugly, you don't even look attractive anymore."
I was dating Zach
"What would a Queen's student want with someone like you?"
When I was dating Derek
"What would a Queen's student want with someone like you?"
When I was dating Andy
"What would a Queen's student want with someone like you?"
When I'm...
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bradleyoliver:
tough love.......... ........................what do you mean by queens student........what if youre like that with you children.......... 
hope not....................my throat hurts, im gonna take medicine....bye
........................what do you mean by queens student........what if youre like that with you children.......... hope not....................my throat hurts, im gonna take medicine....bye
bradleyoliver:
im a scholar....................................................no im not
Random Update List:
* I dyed my hair again, it is now fire engine red, and looks kickass. I think I may keep it this color for awhile.
* My birthday is in a week
* Theres this girl I know whos father just passed away, and I can tell shes really hurting but covers it up well. I want to help her, but can't,...
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* I dyed my hair again, it is now fire engine red, and looks kickass. I think I may keep it this color for awhile.
* My birthday is in a week
* Theres this girl I know whos father just passed away, and I can tell shes really hurting but covers it up well. I want to help her, but can't,...
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b_sirius:
Pics, please I want to see.
awryx:
aww thank you
please do the same.
and u should try out.
please do the same.
and u should try out.
and ofcourse a really nice day!