Sometimes I wonder if I even deserve to be breathing other people's air. I really fucking suck at life. I'm so stressed I just want to cry.
They told me I couldn't serve because I'm too good of a hostess... so unlike most jobs where you promoted for doing a good job, I'm getting punished for it.
I handed out resumes after work. I got offered a serving job at Kelsey's, but Al used to be General Manager there so I'm going to call the Kelsey's guy back Monday, since he wants to think about it (he's not sure if he wants to cross Al by 'stealing' one of his employees.) I feel like such a fucking tool. Hostessing is useless on a resume, unless I want to hostess. If I want to start serving it'll be at a Kelsey's or a Montana's, but Montana's won't make me a server because I'm too good of a hostess, and Kelsey's wants me but doesn't want to cross Al.
....since when was getting a job as a fucking WAITRESS so complicated?
Oh yeah, my mom and brother left the house today, shes mad at me again, this time for something that didn't even happen. I don't know what I did wrong.
They told me I couldn't serve because I'm too good of a hostess... so unlike most jobs where you promoted for doing a good job, I'm getting punished for it.
I handed out resumes after work. I got offered a serving job at Kelsey's, but Al used to be General Manager there so I'm going to call the Kelsey's guy back Monday, since he wants to think about it (he's not sure if he wants to cross Al by 'stealing' one of his employees.) I feel like such a fucking tool. Hostessing is useless on a resume, unless I want to hostess. If I want to start serving it'll be at a Kelsey's or a Montana's, but Montana's won't make me a server because I'm too good of a hostess, and Kelsey's wants me but doesn't want to cross Al.
....since when was getting a job as a fucking WAITRESS so complicated?
Oh yeah, my mom and brother left the house today, shes mad at me again, this time for something that didn't even happen. I don't know what I did wrong.
kazoops:
I can't believe they did that to you. Maybe when they realize their gonna lose you as a hostess anyway when you quit, they'll reconsider giving you the waitress position.
dr_skankenstein:
You don't suck at life. Just go beat the Montana people mercilessly. With their own vital organs.