kateness

*****Melodramatic post warning, don't say I didn't warn you*****

(kindly, keep this between you and me, baby...)

I hate how listening to certain songs is like jumping into an emotional time machine.

(...don't tell the papers just what i said...)

Sometimes when I hear this song, I feel like I just woke up on that October morning, with the sun shining in on us, and this complete and wonderful feeling inside me.

(...no, just let them figure it out...)

Sometimes I stilll think that I'm sitting worrying about how I'm going to ditch 'the other guy' so I can be with him.

(...whats in my head.)

Sometimes this song makes me feel wanted and loved by him again. Like I'm still happy inside, and all my smiles are genuine.

(...and ships at bay...)

Sometimes I still think I'm looking forward to having deep conversations with him, and listening to someone who has insight I had never imagined in a human being. I wish I could just fall asleep in his arms again.

(...i tattooed an ancor right beside your name...)

This song makes me want to go back in time, because right now I'd rather be anywhere but right now.

(...an ancor so sure that i won't float away...)

I just wish this song could make me happy, like it used to.

(...its under my uniform sleve...)

I'm sorry. Sorry for wasting his time, and your time, if you took the time to read this.

(...its there 'till i leave...)

Because everyone has their heart broken at some time or another. I just wish I could shake this awful feeling.


I'm a kid, and I'm just scared to death of being alone.