kateastrophe

I control only one part of my life. I don't get to make plans with friends, or go off and do something spontaneous. I don't control when I'll be alone or when my husband will be here. I don't have anything to do with all the great things that go on outside of my life, that if circumstances were different, I would most definitely be a part of.

I do control what food I get to eat and the happiness I get from it. It's the only thing I've got really so I'm going to go ahead and eat until the tears are gone over the choices I sometimes wish I made.