kateastrophe

Both girls had ear surgery today, they both did really well and I can't wait for them to hear again. Cassidy's speech has been delayed because she can't hear really so the next couple of days should be interesting. Lex can't hear either and she's always so frustrated about everything because of it so hopefully this makes things a bunch easier for her too.

I control only one part of my life. I don't get to make plans with friends, or go off and do something spontaneous. I don't control when I'll be alone or when my husband will be here. I don't have anything to do with all the great things that go on outside of my life, that if circumstances were different, I would most definitely be...
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None of you are charitable and it's disappointing

On a happier note

I started a team for the March of Dimes!! If you recall, Cassidy was a preemie and nearly didn't make it, so this year it's especially close to my heart. I know times are tough for a lot of people but it would mean the world to me and the parents of so many little ones if you gave whatever you could. This is the...
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Ok, so here's what's going on...I do plan on getting all the surgery that I want, just not for a little longer. For now I'm gonna try and figure out how to be happier with myself, and we're going to spen our tax return on tattoos instead

So now I'm second guessing my choice...it's so much money that we could do so many other things with. But at the same time I don't know how happy I would be doing any of those things feeling the way that I do about myself.

In other news...

Tomorrow is Valentine's day...The Boy...
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zomg I feel like death

Soooo I had my consultation today! I can afford it YEEEEEE!!!! I'm so excited! The only bummer about the appointment is that I found out I have to lose 11lbs anyway because of the anesthesia that they use...yeah like I haven't been busting my ass to lose 11lbs for YEARS already. But I will figure it out!

I can't wait, it will be so worth...
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I have to say that I'm kind of surprised by the negative reactions to my decision to have surgery. It might seem like the easy way out to all of you who haven't seen me struggle through days upon days of busting my ass in the gym, months after months of dieting and all of the tears and pain, every single day for at least...
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So I set up a consultation for Wednesday to see a cosmetic surgeon....I'm pretty stoked about it.

In other news

TheBD

Check him out, he is teh awesomesauce

Broken dryer.....yeesssss gonna be a great week