katarzyna

I had taken a break for a while from perusing being a SG. Even in my absence....as soon as I came back and began posting photos and blogs again....I have had an out pour of sweet comments, amazing friends, and encouragement. It means so much to me because I've always thought....I was okay looking, but nothing super special...especially at my size.

It feels great to be uninhibited and (as strange as it might sound) it has really improved my self-confidence. (Even possibly my relationship....even if he doesn't know that's what it is)

Although, I am having some difficulty. Maybe you all could weigh in and tell me what you think. I'm still poking around for a good photographer for my "Hopeful" set to send it. Meanwhile, I've been shooting some amateur pics myself and having my husband shoot some. When I first began expressing interest in becoming an SG he seemed really excited about it. He was totally cool. Now, that I'm taking the pictures he's becoming a bit.....well he's flip flopping about it all. He says he wants me to do what makes me happy but, he's struggling.

I can understand that he doesn't want a whole bunch of people oggling his wife and what not but, as I told him....it's not like any of you actually know me. You'll never actually touch me. So, I don't really know what the problem is. I'd be interested to hear your opinions.

Thanks for all your friendships and support!