kaskata

my car got stuck yesterday, and it left me stuck at frozensunshine's grandmas. this wouldn't normally have been a bad thing, but I have a shit load of work to do, and i didnt take any with me. today i realized exactly how much I have left to do, and i've decided that this week i am going to really get everything done that i need to and start all the bigger projects that I have due at the end of the semester. this means that i am going to spend time in the library in the evening. it also means that i won't be smoking this week, especially not if i have stuff to do. i also am done eating bad food for awhile, my body is getting angry and i am starting to feel like crap. if i'm going to be stressed out i need to feel healthy, or at least not like a big piece of shit.

in less than one month i will be 21.

why does everything have to be a competetion?