Bleh... 
Well, It's 5:00am, and i haven't slept tonight..or last night.
it sucks..
I don't know what's wrong with me.
I think i've just been down lately, constantly reminding myself of things i've done. When i dream, it's always memories i've tried to forget....
grrr...That face..That smile...I hate it..
Makes me sick to my stomach....I think that's why i can't sleep....
Oh well,
better try and sleep again,
Have a job interview today..Need to put on my happy face
(even if it's bullshit
)
ps.
I really like smilies right now...
don't know why.. 
Arrr
Well, It's 5:00am, and i haven't slept tonight..or last night.
it sucks..
I don't know what's wrong with me.
I think i've just been down lately, constantly reminding myself of things i've done. When i dream, it's always memories i've tried to forget....
grrr...That face..That smile...I hate it..
Makes me sick to my stomach....I think that's why i can't sleep....
Oh well,
better try and sleep again,
Have a job interview today..Need to put on my happy face
(even if it's bullshit
)
ps.
I really like smilies right now...
don't know why..
Arrr
schismatic_god:
Thats so weird, I have been on the same kind of a kick, the past couple of nights I just couldnt go to sleep, just lay there and think, finally last night about 2 am I was able to get some, then my fucking phone starts rining off the hook at 8 god damn am, Im like fuck, I'm on vacation fuckers!