kashshaptu

Explanation? - By V.M (my dear friend)

I never,
Wanted any of them.
I never,
Loved any of them.
I Never cared for any of them,
You are the only one I have ever wanted.
They were only temporary,
I indulged them,
Because they reminded me of you.
I let that beast use me,
Because his smile reminded me so much of yours.
Ever touch, Every kiss he placed on my body,
Was only allowed in sadness and desperation.
My heart aches at the sight of you.
I weep whenever i embrace you,
Why the fuck won't you look at me?
Love me?

"I'm sorry sweetie, i don't know how to react to something like that, Goodbye" - H.M