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kashshaptu

Santa Monica, CA

Member Since 2005

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Monday Jan 09, 2006

Jan 9, 2006
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You lied to me. Thought me a fool. That night i could not move, nor even speak. That night you came, you came and lifted me up with your own disgusting song. My eyes filled with tears, with no earth to fall upon.

A woman should not be forced to choose between forsaken and her child. You knew i could not keep her. I was a Child Myself.Oh how i wanted her, Mara, her name was to be Mara.. There is a hole in my heart, that bears her shadow. I remain silent and still afraid.

You sack of shit! I should not have had to kill my child simply because you abandoned me! Mara waits for me in Hell! Mara never sleeps, always here whispering to me that horrid song that haunts my dreams!


MAY EVERYTHING YOU EVER LOVE, BETRAY YOU OR DIE, AND MAY THE GODS DEEM IT SO!!!

May the consequence heal my pain..

"Oh Mara, my fair beauty gone away.
Please may they bring you back to me today.
With my weeping heart and wonder,
Come back to me from yonder..."

darke:
I've have no idea what to say about this. Sympathy but no empathy. Comes with the penis, I guess. confused
Jan 12, 2006
darke:
Still sympathetic to the words... I've seen enough atrocity to know that I hate it. I fathomed the rape theme... makes me think of gleeful executions.

At any rate, haven't been too bad. Just work and the gym and Almalthia really. But I've the weekend to myself, so I'm contemplating spending it creatively (and in various altered states)

Does your writing reflect you mood, or just a dark themed work?
Jan 12, 2006

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