kashshaptu

I wish to tell you all that i am. I wish to tell you everything, but i can't. My heart traps the words, I fear you will not understand.

Losing touch with reality, ready to end it, when you appeared.
I wanted to cry, and just be held by you. But i remained silent. Do you feel the same my love?
You make me wonder:

The night i shed my skin. I was beautiful that night, for you. Only you. You smiled so softly at me that night. And your eyes were on me like a flame. And for the first time, i did not hide from you in that doorway.

Or that night, in her house, when you stood before me. I wanted to taste you. I felt you did too, by the way you looked at me..But i was shy, and turned away. As did you.

When i stand alone in that horrid place, i see you watching me from the other side of the mirror, even if she's there. Only for a moment, then look away. You capture my heart, without saying a word.

As i sleep, images of a forbidden love, pure as the Formless One, dance before me. How sad i become when i awake and find you gone. Do you dream as i do?

Love hurts so bad, Can you feel it too my Angel?