In the Silence of Night,
Lost in your dreams,
In the hour that recounts your age,
The mirrors are suddenly broken
By a cry of desperation.
You run to answer.
Yet the faint melody of past events,
And soft whispers,
Are all that remain...
Well, It's 5:00am, and i haven't slept tonight..or last night.
it sucks..
I don't know what's wrong with me.
I think i've just been down lately, constantly reminding myself of things i've done. When i dream, it's always memories i've tried to forget....
grrr...That face..That smile...I hate it..
Makes me sick to my stomach....I think that's why i can't sleep....
Thats so weird, I have been on the same kind of a kick, the past couple of nights I just couldnt go to sleep, just lay there and think, finally last night about 2 am I was able to get some, then my fucking phone starts rining off the hook at 8 god damn am, Im like fuck, I'm on vacation fuckers!
I never,
Wanted any of them.
I never,
Loved any of them.
I Never cared for any of them,
You are the only one I have ever wanted.
They were only temporary,
I indulged them,
Because they reminded me of you.
I let that beast use me,
Because his smile reminded me so much of yours.
Ever touch,... Read More
So, went to the OTEP show at bricktown live last night.
IT KICKED ASS!
I loved it. There was another band, DEVIL INSIDE, i had never heard of them before, but i liked them a lot.
Didn't know a lot of people there though.
A few people i recognized were there. This chick Stephanie, (dating my body piercer) and her friends, and my buddy Carlos!... Read More
Wow, talk about mistakes.
I didn't something i shouldn't have.
At the time it was understood that it was what it was and nothing more.
But now i wish it was more..