I feel pretty god damn good today
slept at home alone last night and wasn't really sad or lonely at all today
thinking back on all the flaws and red flags in the relationship and realizing this is sooo for the best. I think I was more lonely with him than alone, I had to compete so hard for his attention, fuck that shit!
made Mr. pig a mudpit in the backyard since it's suddenly hot
and my bees are doing GREAT
I was so worried they wouldnt make it through the winter 
slept at home alone last night and wasn't really sad or lonely at all today
thinking back on all the flaws and red flags in the relationship and realizing this is sooo for the best. I think I was more lonely with him than alone, I had to compete so hard for his attention, fuck that shit!
made Mr. pig a mudpit in the backyard since it's suddenly hot
and my bees are doing GREAT
I was so worried they wouldnt make it through the winter VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
violently:
first off, hi and secondly, animals! thirdly, i read back through your recent blogs, and the ex sounds kinda douchey. you definitely shouldn't have to compete for attention, so i agree with everyone else, you are better off! i'm glad you're feeling better
and secondly, animals! thirdly, i read back through your recent blogs, and the ex sounds kinda douchey. you definitely shouldn't have to compete for attention, so i agree with everyone else, you are better off! i'm glad you're feeling better 
kay:
My mother in laws hives all died. All 3 of them. 