karnallust

I can't believe it's already November. Where did this year go? I feel lost in time. Like everything is in fast forward and I'm the one in slow motion, watching everything disappear. I've lost so many friends, but they weren't really friends if they couldn't stay by my side now were they? I'd like to thank everyone who has stood by my side through this ordeal. I know I can be a pain in the ass obviously but fuck you if you preach to me and then stab me in the back. You can't make me bleed cuz I've been bleeding for years. No blood for you! I'm worn out. Jaded and bored, always looking for more, waiting around for the next big thing to see. I'm so lost.....