I'm trying to be normal and just live like everyone else. But time seems to be moving slower and at a backwards rate. I see life moving, I feel it on my skin but I don't feel a part of it. I feel everyone must be experiencing more than me since I decided to put that ring on my finger. I've been given the option to go to Japan, to Colorado, back home to California, but instead I'm tied by this ring. I'm so confused. 
I vote going to Japan - it sounds fun.
Good luck with your choice.