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Oceanside, SoCal

Hopeful Since 2007

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Thursday Apr 19, 2007

Apr 19, 2007
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Smashed.

Shattered to pieces,

drenched in vodka,

tears stinging fresh.

Drowning in an arid wasteland.

Blanket of deceit

wrapping, smothering,

closing eyes wide open.

Trembling lips

disguising cries of shame

and sorrow.

The bluest of eyes

bitten by heroin's lies

and inside, again I die...

Only he can crush,

blows hammering home

identify a past,

with no future.

Mourning our lost souls

and whole will I be?

Never more.

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