Oh, god, I am so sick and tired of doing the same thing every single night. When not at work or sleeping, more than likely you'll find me in a car full of smoke. I know too much is a bad thing, but I've been baked every night since pretty much Halloween. It's not healthy.
I love my friends. I'd go crazy with out them. But I need to spend one night sober, far far away from the greater Fitchburg/Leominster area, doing something. Anything. But as it stands now I spend all my money on Pot and CDs and nothing is left over for clubbing, pool, anything. I used to go out all the time and meet new people, but now I feel like I'm stuck in Groundhog Day. And my short term memory is pretty much shot at this point.
Need to call that Mystery Girl. I called her the day after my last post, and she called me back, but Cingular decided to fuck up and I can't hear any of my voicemails. Bastards.
I love my friends. I'd go crazy with out them. But I need to spend one night sober, far far away from the greater Fitchburg/Leominster area, doing something. Anything. But as it stands now I spend all my money on Pot and CDs and nothing is left over for clubbing, pool, anything. I used to go out all the time and meet new people, but now I feel like I'm stuck in Groundhog Day. And my short term memory is pretty much shot at this point.
Need to call that Mystery Girl. I called her the day after my last post, and she called me back, but Cingular decided to fuck up and I can't hear any of my voicemails. Bastards.
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ll_bean_j:
Is the Sunglass hut still there... that's where i worked. Back when I was there, the Gap was still in its old-school location. I remember when that damn mall ended where the prints plus store is, lol
karmachameleon:
Yup, it's still there. I don't know how they make any money. I can't count how many times I've seen the guy behind the booth sleeping.