karmachameleon

The company is playing juggle-the-manager again. Out with Fearless Leader, in with Jekyll and Hyde. I actually got used to Fearless Leader after a while, now we have to adept to a whole new manager. She's not so bad, really, but she's very moody. If she's in a good mood, she's just peachy keen, but when she gets pissed she's one of those 'blame every one but myself' type of people.

My friend Ed is on a quest to see every one he knows tidied up into neat little couples. He's been trying to hook me up with this girl Michaela forever now. I feel some more sparks than I did before, but I still dunno. She's really attractive and all but just really not my type. She's good looking enough that she can (and does) show her midriff in public. You won't see my midsection unless we've been lovers for at least a few months. I'm that self-contious, but it's my own hangup. I feel bad, but we just have nothing at all in common and nothing to talk about. Ed says she really likes me, but I don't know how much of that is the truth and how much of it is his desire to see us together.

I wish I could just skip that akward begining part of relationships and just get to that nice, comfortable middle zone when the sex is good and conversations are good and you're finally comfortable around each other and none of that getting to know you bullshit.

Damn, I need to get to sleep.