I've spent the passed 3-4 days with people but I don't think I've ever felt so lonely. I love my friends but I always kinda feel like I have to censor myself. Like any moment they're going to realize I really am just a big fuck up, and I have to ensure they're never going to find that out. It's exhausting after a while.
My dyke tyke Nate is leaving soon for college, and he's aquiring himself a girlfriend. She's a great chick and I really like her, but now this means I get less Nate-time. He's always talking about her, too, and it's irritating. My friend Ed isn't dating anyone, but he's fucking around with 3 other guys, and that is time consuming. At least he'll be here after every one leaves for school, and he always needs a shoulder to cry on after they turn out to be assholes. That always happens.
I've actually put up my personal back on a couple of websites. Ran a search and found a slew of ex's. Some of them look better, some of them look like shit now. I always just look the same.
Edit- Added more pictures. Come and tell me you want my hot body. Yay.
My dyke tyke Nate is leaving soon for college, and he's aquiring himself a girlfriend. She's a great chick and I really like her, but now this means I get less Nate-time. He's always talking about her, too, and it's irritating. My friend Ed isn't dating anyone, but he's fucking around with 3 other guys, and that is time consuming. At least he'll be here after every one leaves for school, and he always needs a shoulder to cry on after they turn out to be assholes. That always happens.
I've actually put up my personal back on a couple of websites. Ran a search and found a slew of ex's. Some of them look better, some of them look like shit now. I always just look the same.
Edit- Added more pictures. Come and tell me you want my hot body. Yay.