karmachameleon

Jesus fucking christ.

I have a friend who's dating a guy who is so terrible for her. He's incredibly religious and the complete opposite of her. And all she does is complain about it. "Dump him" I say, being the useful, blunt person I am.

"But I don't wanna be aloooooooooooooone...." Fucking tool. So she's pretty much is just using him until she finds some one else. I've been used like that and it sucks. You just don't upgrade your boyfriend or girlfriend to a newer model when a better one comes along. It's cruel.

I don't want to be alone either, but I don't want to pretend to be someone else to make some one else happy. I used to date guys because I just 'didn't want to be alone' and that ended with an ever-so-slight Cocaine addiction and pregnancy scare. It was a few years ago. It took me a while to be happy with who I am, and to be tolerably happy being alone. I'm trying to go out and meet new people, but it's hard, especialy for dykes in Cowville, Massachusettes. I've pretty much had the same immediate circle of friends for the past five years.

heh. "At Least I Got Laid' by Spacehog just came on. Song of my life.