karmab

Something still hurts about being told that you don't have a chance with someone even if you aren't interested in them. Besides that I had a good night overall. My days in El Paso are numbered.

I'm trying to get out of my hometown but having to depend on someone else to make it happen. It's been such a fucking hassle. Every time I try to talk to them they give an excuse that they can't right now. If I get fucked over by them I don't think I'll ever be able to have anything to do with them again.

I'm Back! Nice little surprise!

My sleep cycle is fucked up.
I wake up at 7p.m. and go to bed at noon.

Listening to a Jay-Z and Radiohead mash up. It is surprisingly good. I usually can't stand mash ups or DJs but I have to give credit where credit is due.
Jaydiohead

One of my close friends almost died yesterday. She doing better and out of the ICU. I have pretty much forgotten about any sort of relationship with her but it all came flooding back. I want to take care of her and all that good stuff...sigh. I can't really concentrate on my research paper knowing she is stuck in a hospital room. I feel better...
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Wow I should be writing my research paper but I can't stop looking a beautiful women and reading all sorts of group posts.

Watching "Secret Diary of a Call Girl" I think I should just move to the UK. Their TV is better plus the women are hornier than American women. I'm getting sick it's not fun.

Uhh.... I'm tired of not having anyone to talk about things that interest me. What happened to intellectual curiosity?

I have finally started research for my paper about Kurt Vonnegut paper and from a psychological stand point its amazing how "Slaugherhouse-Five" is an accurate representation on PTSD. I think I might give my friend in the army a copy maybe it will help him out....
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Hello! Nice to be back on here again.