karismic

now i really have a reason to be away for awhile....i'm feeling like shit lately and now i found out my grandpa who was really close to me, who was like a father. he passed away yesterday.....i'm completely lost and my mind is in a haze. i'm lifeless and emotinally drained!

finding funeral clothing is the hardest thing to do in the world....i FUCKING HATE IT! i just want to SCREAM!

ARRRRRRRR!

life sucks right now