karismic

ok...so i went out to the gallery and i am so drunk right now...heehee...

but i ran into my old friends ...we were chatting and then all of a sudden i heard them say to each other," oh...she was so much hotter before!"

after that i felt like shit! like who the fuck says that?!

now i really question who my real friends are..fucking bitches...i don't know...maybe they were right....
sometimes i really hate who i am....i know i shouldn't feel this way...maybe b/c i'm drunk...but really i know there are kids that aer starving...but sometimes i wish i could give them
my life to live better...

fuck i should stop drinking....

fuck, i'm going to bed...fuck this shit!