karii

It is a thursday
I get up early
It is a challenge
I'm usually lazy

I make some coffee
I eat some rice chex
And then i sit down
To check my inbox

I only read a word or two
I stare across the street and see the churches and the blue

The first orgasm of the morning
Is cold and hard as hell
There won't be any second coming
As far as i can tell

I arch my back cause
I'm very close now
It's very cold here
By the window

There are some school kids
Yelling and running
I barely notice
That i am cumming

The first orgasm of the morning
Is like a fire drill
It's nice to have a little warning
But not enjoyable

I am too busy to have friends
A lover would just complicate my plans
So i will never look for love again
I'm taking matters into my own hands

I think i could last at least a week without someone to hold me
I think i could last at least a week without someone to hold me
Won't you hold me?

-the dresden dolls-

im moving HOPEFULLY this weekend.
yup.
im also meeting a cute guy off here,
tomorrow if things work out.
our last 2 scheduled meetings have fell thru.
buuut... i'm pretty excited to hang out with him.
yes... younggun1230



i had a creepy dream the other night.
all i remember is this demon type guy with very very very pale skin
and black circles as eyes + he was holding a very big knife.
and he said 'roses are red, violets are blue, you better run, cause im gonna eat you'

:/

and then this ghost lady with really red hair and long nails came running after me
and started scratching my face and body deep and there was blood dripping down off me
everywhere. then i forced myself to wake up.

that was scary.

anywho,
im realizing you can choose how you want your life.

and well,
i hate you (: