kardez13

wow.
now to talk about a different girl.
who i didn't get.
this happened 3 summers ago.
we didn't get together, simply cause the fact...that i was only there for the summer.

which was fine with me.
so we stayed friends.

3 years later
we hung out a lot during this summer.
where she introduced me to a lot of new people.

so this weekend. was the last of us hanging out.
today was pretty gloomy.
where we hung out in her room, without bother to mention she was leaving to england.
i found a stack of her cd's and asked to borrow them, to burn onto my comp.
as i'm loading them right now.
there was one burned disc of hers.
labeled Acoustic.
it's pretty much what i would have put together.
the thing that got to me.
was at the airport. when we were saying out goodbyes.
i got the extended hug..
and i whispered to her "you suck..."

(you suck...because you're leaving here. and not knowing if you're coming back)

so as i'm listening to this album.
it just makes me miss someone i couldn't get. but knowing i would have gotten along with her all this time...


that extended hug is what did it....
it wasn't the usual hug and pat.
she held on abit more as i tried to pull away....that's when i whispered to her.