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So I made a huge mistake this weekend...Of corse at the time I thought it was going to be good fun and no foul play at all. But now I just feel depressed, confused, and every thing else that comes close to those words. Any ways, I hooked up with my ex girlfriend. Now long story short with her is She broke my heart, and fucked my best friend behind my back. haha, now most people would kick a person like that to the trash...But I love her, and I have a forgiving heart. Any ways we didn't talk for about 2 years, then she called me up to say she was sorry. and I saw/ talked to her two months ago for the first time in two years. Any ways this weekend she was back up here from school for spring back.....and I got to hang out the hole weekend...And I think she wanted to hang out with me as well...man I am weak. Any ways We drank, dances, and every thing else that happens after you are having a good time with a girl you really really like. I had a blast, and I am hoping that she did too. But I want this relationship (always have) to be more then that. I want to know if she feels the same way, but I don't know how to ask her. and I don't want to be to pushy by calling her every day. Even if she feels the same way, she lives 4 hours away right now. I like this girl so much I have no problem with a long distance thing.....no problem at all......any ways I am in a weird mood where I am over thinking every thing, and I just want to talk to her, and have her be a major part in my life again.......so that is my new entries...and remember.....www.karatehighschool.com for all you great music needs!