kaoticdreams

i just saw the funniest movie ive ever seen in my life. everyone sez that i am easily amused. like its a bad thing. bored people always look so sad. but yeah my body hurts from laughing so much. even people that dont like comedies enjoyed that movie. i have a sleeping disorder and i am drugged up right now.

i dont know why
i never told you
i dont know why
i never tried
when we shed
these bitter skins again
all the reasons come to life
but now its over

i dont know why
you never asked me
i dont know why
you never cared
when we hide
these little sins again
all the reasons
have to die
but now its over

no.............
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so today i woke up at about 6pm. i really feel like going somewhere but im too damn lazy. i was gonna go to south beach but its raining. i should go see a movie but whats the point. id probably run into the girl thats been stalking me anyway. she happens to be everywhere. i guess i should just avoid the outside world all...
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shut the door
canker sore
love you like a manador
life is just a metaphor
nothings fair
love is war
nothing more

mushroom head

she seemed dressed in all of me
stretched across my shame
all the torment and the pain
leaked through and covered me
id do anything to have her to myself
just to have her for myself
now i dont know what to do
i dont know what to do
when she makes me sad

she is everything to me
the unrequited dream
a song that...
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i will hurt myself to hurt you.
im used to the pain and you havent been hurt in a while.
i'll live a little just to watch you die.
it always killed you to see me happy.
i'll cut my face to make myself beautiful.
i know you love scars because you gave me plenty.
then i'll take you out.
i wasnt good enough to...
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saw alot of movies today. dont know why i just had to. dont think i'll be calling her anymore. but i want my dogtags back. damn i hate being nice. you just get shitted on.

I spent the entire day watching the lotr movies. I just realized how much I hate hobbets. With the right seasoning they seem like they would taste good. I know it sounds weird but everytime a hobbet popped on the screen I got hungry. I guess I might be reading too much into this. I didn't eat anything all day. Way to spend a saturday....
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i got all dolled up tonite. ready to forget about the world and all things in it with help from my good friend capt. morgan. but as soon as i got to the bar i decided to leave. so now im home again. it was a really cool goth/vamp party but i just couldnt do it. guess i'll just write some songs tonite. alone like...
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today i woke up to a masquito sucking on my arm. then i realized that its life has more meaning than mine. its kind of sad but excites me. i know things can only get better. my cell phone will ring again and it will be her. and i will take her back like always. just so she can hurt me again. i need her...
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